🥀𝒲𝒾𝓉𝒽ℯ𝓇ℯ𝒹 ℛℴ𝓈ℯ🥀

Arc 2; Chapter 9- What way is right?

★Hasume's POV★
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“Here we are, welcome to your new home for the time being, hasume.”
KarlHeinz said, smiling down at me, though I'm pretty sure that smile has some fakeness to it..

“Thank you again, I am indebted to you for your kindness, KarlHeinz.”
I politely say, bowing my head a little with a fake smile of my own.

KarlHeinz soon let out a soft, deep, quiet chuckle;
“Please, there is no need for you to bow your head to me, you are a guest of mine and you shall be treated with the utmost excellency.”

“please, there is no reason for that, I will be fine with the way I've always done things.
There is no need for such a change in standard now that I'm living here for the time being, no?”
I say cunningly.
I wasn't going to give into what  KarlHeinz had planned, I actually plan on doing something a little different, though I guess if they want blood for Adam to be awakened, they'll have to try as hard as they can..

“hm, If you are quite sure on that answer, then I cannot disagree with your explanation.
Please do make yourself comfortable, I will let one of my butlers guide you to your room and shortly after you get settled, I will have one of the maids show you around, a tour if one must say.”
KarlHeinz replies, guiding my eyes to a butler near the stairs with his hand.

The butler seemed quite young, his hair was a black colour with a blue hue to it and had it up in a low ponytail, his eyes were a gorgeous purple and reminded me of amethyst's, then he wore a regular butler suit with white gloves (like Sebastian's in black butler).
I wasn't going to lie to myself, he was quite hot.

“Very well, I thank you for your hospitality once more.”
I say, bowing my head again though as quickly as I bowed, was how quickly I stood my normal posture.

KarlHeinz nods and smiles, fading into the darkness that surrounds the main entrance.

I walk towards the butler and smile at them.
“Hello, i appreciate you showing me the way towards my soon to be appointed bedroom.”

“The pleasure is mine sir, it is my job as a butler to attend to the master and his guests.”
The butler bowed.

“Please do not bow, there is no need for that.
Also there is no need for you to call me sir, just hasume will suffice.”
I say quite quickly.
In all honesty, I hate honourifics.
The formalities of it all is disgusting and creates a world where it seems as though people who are higher in class and money have the ruling over those with lower class and money and I despise it.

“I understand. If that is what you wish then I shall agree to it.”
The butler says with a smile, getting into a more formal position than bowing down in a 180 degree stance.

“Oh right, before you can lead me, am I able to get your name?”
I question, leaning my weight onto one leg, making me tilt to the side a little.

“Oh, my apologies for my poor manners.
My name is Aiyashu, at your service Hasume.”
The butler politely says, Introducing himself.

I smile;
“its a pleasure to meet you, Aiyashu.
Shall we get going then?”

Aiyashu nodded, turning around and began to lead me.

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It's been 3 hours and I've been guided to my room, settled in with bits and pieces, shown around the mansion of KarlHeinz and even had dinner with him.

But all I can think of is if I had made the right choice..

What if I never left the Sakamaki household?
Would I be happy there?

But if I never left then I wouldn't have met the Mukami's..
But I ended up leaving them to.
So what if I never left them either?
Would I be able to put up with You being there, her trying to torment me?

But..what about now?
What am I to do within the care of KarlHeinz?

What if..What if I were to go back to the Sakamaki's, or even the Mukami's..?
Maybe even both when we are in the school.

Arghh!
This is all so confusing..

Just...what way is right?

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[I apologise for not posting as much, just things have been happening so I hope I'm able to post a little more.
If not I apologise!]