Juniper's Alterhuman Journal

July 13th 2023

Hey guys... It's been a while, but anyways I've been busy, but i did get a few shifts (P-S, M-S, D-S, and I think another shift, but I forgot xd), but... I did confirm Mink, idk anything about it yet but I also got a lot of witchy stuff :3 I got a rose quartz, clear quartz, smokey quartz, mookaite, jade bracelet, amethyst bracelet, obsidian, citrine, bloodstone, and two other crystals I forgot the names of :,) I also found two clear quartz and a rose quartz in my backyard. I even bought a pendulum with the board and "Practical Magic" by Nikki Van De Car.
I also got species disphoria last night :( but I'm feeling better rn :] I also made Mask Idea videos on my tiktok (user: b1rby.explosion) I already made two parts for cat designs and one part for fox designs (it was a pain xmx) I also stopped questioning Megalania (I just felt I should say this lol) so yeah. This isn't therianthropy, I guess, but I was asking questions to my pendulum, and I was asking stuff like, "Will anyone in my family find out I'm a furry and therian?" And each time I asked a question similar or repeated the question, I kept on getting yes for my answer. The only ppl that know I'm a furry is my grandma, aunt, uncle, and some of my cousins (plus they accept!) But only my grandma knows I'm a therian (+ other things as well like me being an atheist, witch, etc)

Anyways back to the pendulum, the pendulum answered yes when I asked, "Will my family would accept me?" and I repeated and asked similar questions, still getting yes as an answer, so I hope its correct cause it made me feel like telling my family members that I am a furry and therian but I'm still scared anways 🤷 I'm just gonna tell a storytime when one of my annoying ass cousins outed me in front of my HS cousins so yeah teehee 😋 okay so this happened when it was my aunt and uncle's wedding (the ones that support me for being a furry) and me, 2 of my annoying ass little cousins, and I think 2 or 3 of my HS cousins were on a gazebo and we were just talking then outta nowhere one of my annoying ass cousins were like "oh Oliver hates his parents because they don't support him for being trans" luckily the HS cousins supported me but at the same time I was SHOCKED, SCARED, FLAPPERGASTED, AND JUST IDK. Also, I don't go by Oliver anymore, so please don't call me Oliver random ppl :,)