True Love?

Chapter 19

Jordan's POV:

I wake up around 1 in the afternoon.. The guys left a note on nightstand saying; "I know Will had a rough night last night so we decided to just chill in the living room until one of you woke up. We'll be here all day if you need one of us :)
-Mostly Ryan "

Awwwh that's so sweet, they support our relationship and they care about me and Will! Soon enough realization hits me though, his father texted him last night.. Will could possibly relapse from this..

I slowly get up making sure I don't wake up Will, he looks so peaceful when he's sleeping, one of the many reasons I love him.

I walk into the living room earning slight glances from the guys and some sighs of relief.. "What the fück happened last night?" Ryan tiredly asks..

"Will got a text from his dad saying that he was a worthless whore and that he would find him and all this shït, which made Will go into a panic attack.. It's weird because I know he's safe now, but he can't seem to believe it.. I understand where he's coming from; the rape, the abuse, the name calling, etcetera.." Brayden and Ryan's eyes grow wide.. I'm guessing they didn't know about that.. "But he's still safe with me, I love him and I hate to see him in physical and mental pain."

Ryan is the only person that actually can relate to the topic of depression, self harm, and death in the room that I know of.. So I didn't expect Julio to speak up..

"Jordan, you're trying your hardest to make him happy.. He'll be okay one day, maybe not today or tomorrow, but one day. It's going to take time for him to have large amount of trust in anyone besides you at this point. So you can't fücking leave him now, let alone for awhile." I'm taken aback in shock. I would never leave will! I love him so much. "He needs you, I'm surprised if he has gotten sexual with you in the past few weeks.. Some people when it comes to rape only will want to get intimate if they're in control.. It's a very weird thing that that person can only understand. I speak from experience.." And at that, his voice cracks and he's crying.

I run over to him, sit next to him and just hug him.. "Julio, I didn't know you were raped. I'm so sorry."

"Jordan, don't baby me about it. I'm fine, sometimes it just get to me. It was actually quite a bit ago, so I'm fine with being sexual now but it depends on who with and if I'm in control or not. I never got depressed over it because it wasn't my father like Will.. It was just someone 2 years older than me. No biggy."

"I'm still sorry Julio, I hope that never happens to you again." I reassure him. "I'm sorry to ruin the moment but I should check on Will.. He's usually awake by now.." Julio nods and I run back to our bedroom..

The bathroom door leading into our room is locked. Fück. I easily knock on the door first "Will.. Are you okay."

I hear his breath quicken as I press my ear against the door.. He isn't okay. "N-no.." He trails off then I hear him sobbing. I sprint over to my dresser and grab the key I used last night to open the door.

>TRIGGER WARNING!!<

I see Will, sitting on the floor, blood gushing out of his arms, crying, and blade in hand. "RYAN!" I yell, I full on freaking out.. Normally Will won't let me in and won't even show me, let alone admit he's not okay.

Ryan's POV:

"RYAN!" I hear Jordan scream, his voice hoarse. I mumble to myself "oh shït no." And sprint to the bathroom in Jordan and Will's room.. Will is sitting on the floor, crying, blood running down his arms, and a blade in his hand.

Me and Jordan quickly help Will stand up. I hold him up while Jordan rinses off his arms in the sink and puts large gauze son his arms.. This is absolutely terrifying. Why did he do it, why didn't he think. He's hurting Jordan! I've never seen Jordan cry so much..

After Jordan finished wrapping up his arms we give him a long sleeve shirt not to embarrass him in front of people.. "What was all that about?" Brayden asks.. So innocent..

"I'll tell you later Bray.. It's not the time to talk about it.." Will just curls up into Jordan's side and cries. Jordan slowly strokes his matted down brown hair with a tear stained face. You can tell he's staying strong for Will..

Will's POV:

Whore

Bitch

You deserve to have this happen

No one loves you

But what about Jordan? He loves you and you love him. He's my angel.. I need him. I don't say anything when Jordan and Ryan set me down on the couch.. I just curl up into Jordan and do they only thing I can do..

Cry.

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Such an eventful chapter... I haven't written anything in such a long time! But school is over now and I can mess around with this story a little bit!

Sorry for going MIA for like 29738291929 million years ;-; just exams and all that jazz..

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