The mafia model💕💞💖

CHAPTER 9

ALASKA'S POV

I giggled softly when Lucy fell into the ocean after she got run over by the kids of other celebrities at the barbeque party. The billionaire that invited us booked an entire resort with activities planned for the whole day and the menu was barbequed fish, chicken and meat. There were other meals but the main dish was barbeque. I had spoken to my parents before coming to the party and they just wanted me to be careful and stay safe. When I told Lucy about what happened between Kairo and I she laughed and said that he was going to come around eventually. I had a fashion show in London and then the met gala so I was leaving the day after tomorrow. Lucy and I were going to Italy to see my parents and brothers after the gala and she was nervous and excited at the same time.

Lucy jumped out of nowhere and hugged me and she was fucking drenched in water. I pushed her off me and glared at her and she gave me one of her cheeky smiles.

"I've been meaning to ask do you think that mafia crush of yours is gay" she asked settling beside me.

"maybe he is because I not gonna lie I'm a very beautiful lady so I don't understand why he isn't head over heels inlove with me yet" I bragged.

"well there are three possibilities one of them is the fact that he's probably gay. The second is that you're loosing your charm and the third is that he's just not interested" she said.

"well we all know I'll get over him very soon so let's just forget about it" I said closing the topic.

I posted a picture of me in a white bikini with a cloth tied around my waist on social media when we got home I was reading the comments people posted when I saw a particular comment that said that I was fatter and I looked ridiculous in it. Several other comment under it were body shaming me and my hands started shaking from anxiety.

(TRIGGER WARNING: SELF HARM, EATING DISORDER)

I tried to fight the urge to cut myself but I just couldn't. I went to my bathroom and grabbed a blade, I slit my wrist and relished the feeling the pain gave me, it lessened the pain in my heart and I felt unwanted. I suddenly felt like throwing up everything I ate at the barbeque so I bent over the toilet and puked my guts out.

I cried myself to sleep and when I woke up I realized it was midnight and my throat felt parched. I went downstairs to drink water when I felt a presence behind me and I screamed in fear.

"relax stupid it's just me" a familiar voice said and I reached for the light switch and turned it on. Kairo was wearing a white shirt and black pants but the white shirt had blood stains on them and I didn't even want to know where they came from.

"well any normal person would react that way" I shot back.

"what happened to your wrist" he asked suspiciously. I turned to look at my wrist and I saw the blood on the cuts on my wrist had dried and it was very obvious to anyone.

"nothing" I said nervously.

"did you self-harm" he narrowed his eyes at me.

"what do you mean" I said trying to sound clueless.

"did you fucking harm yourself" he raised his voice at me and I started getting emotional because I hated yelling or getting yelled at.

"don't yell at me" I said sobbing and he stared at me in disbelief.

"why the fuck are you crying" he asked coldly.

"don't yell at me" I sobbed feeling unnecessarily emotional.

"you're crying because I yelled at you, what are you stupid" he said coldly and I glared at him for him rudeness.

"you're mean" I pointed out.

"are you in kindergarten 'you're mean'" he mocked in a fake girly voice.

"you're a rude, self-centered bastard do you know that" I said.

"I've been called worse shorty" he said smirking at me and I felt like ripping that smirk off his face.

"I'm not short you're just ridiculously tall" I said.

"what are you 168cm" he asked.

"I'm 179cm tall you fool" I said angrily.

"I'm 190cm tall so I think you're pretty short from my height and you're probably the shortest amongst your siblings" he said.

"you know what fuck you" I said and stormed off.

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