Childhood Trauma...

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You guys got out of the house and closed the door with the key under the mat, and you guys headed for home. And you guys were in complete silence, and something kept bothering you a lot. But you didn't know what that thing was. Until Cash broke the silence...

"Y/N..? You ok amor..?" He said amor, your face was kinda red when he said that. But you said you were fine. 

You thought that telling him that something has been bothering you, he might think that it was his fault because of the stuff he did. And you didn't want him to feel guilty like that. But it was something that has been bothering you a lot. But you can't figure it out.

"Y/N... You are overthinking. Aren't you?" "Of course not, I never overthink about stuff..." "You don't seem in the mood right now, are you sure you're ok?" You didn't want to lie to him, so you just told him. "Ok, maybe I'm not. Something has been bothering me, but I just don't know what it is." "Hm, well, I think you should try to relax right now. It'll make you feel better, I promise. You should try to sleep right now." "Ok..."  And you went to sleep...



~TIME-SKIP~


You were waking up, but it felt like you were at your bed first. But you woke up in your bed, the one you slept on when you were little. It had the Power Puff Girls stickers all over your room, and someone came in through the door. And it was your mother. "Hi honey! How'd you sleep?" You were too surprised to even speak. "Is everything ok honey?" "Yes... Mom." "Ok, I'm jus making sure because you looked scared or sad." "I'm fine mom..."   Tears started to stream down your face as you got up and ran to hug your mother... 

But...


She disappeared...



















"NO! MOM! COME BACK! PLEASE! DON'T LEAVE ME HERE! PLEASE-"

"Y/N! ARE YOU OK? WAKE UP. Y/N, CALM DOWN." 


You woke up in fear, sadness, and the most worse feeling...

Abandonment...










"Y/N! Are you ok? You had another nightmare. You're sweating too. Was it about your mother?"

You didn't even know what to respond anymore. You just felt an empty void in your heart, just nothing could heal you from your mother, not even him...


"I..." You tried to get a word out, but you just couldn't. It's holding you back. Just the thought of your mother in your head...









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