temporary happiness pt.2~ im on the best emotional high of my life. i'm the happiest i've been in awhile. i haven't had a bad night in like a week. it's so great. the only bad part about it is the fear. the knowledge that it's temporary. the fact that this is the calm before the storm. i felt terrible before this. i was scared of myself. all of a sudden i feel amazing. over a game. im doing so well. but the problem is that it's a game. once im done watching the game there's a tv show. but what about when the show is done. and theirs no more content to watch. the 3rd part of the game is supposedly coming out in 2026. i have nothing afterwards. i either have to find something else to keep me happy or i am gonna lose it again. but this time it will be worse. i'm nervous. but i'm enjoying myself so i'm just gonna live. because right now i'm content with living. which is something that isn't necessarily normal for me.
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age = 14 yo
i was right, this was in fact the calm before the storm but that's okay.
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allium ~ my diary
Poetryi love flowers and music, so this is my flower and music themed diary. i write diary entries on my notes app when i feel something that's either unusual or when i'm struggling mentally. i decided to release them for other who may feel alone. i will...
