(hey pookies 😻. i haven't updated in what feels like years but i'm gonna be updating more frequently so enjoyyy)
today was our last day in italy and i was so sad to have to leave
but since it was our last day we all decided to go to a club
as me sira and mikky were all getting ready together, we talked about how fun italy was and how it was like a break from normal life in spain
"i'm going to miss the food" sira said as we laughed
"right" i said giggling
as sira was finishing getting ready, and me and mikky were already done, we heard a knock on the door
frenkie, ferran, and pedri all showed up in our room after we let them in
frenkie hugged mikky and pecked her lips
ferran hugged sira from behind as she fixed her makeup in the mirror
then, pedri walked up to me gave me a side hug then his mouth formed a straight line as we stood there awkwardly
once sira finished i spoke up
"should we go now?"
"yes" pedri said glad the awkward moment was over
once we got to the club it was super busy with people everywhere
i decided to get drinks for me and pedri
once i got our drinks and when back to pedri he smiled politely and thanked me
we talked and flirted for a while and after a few drinks, it was my turn to get drinks for us because he had gotten them the last time
i got the drinks and made my way back to where me and pedri were sitting
that is when i see a girl cuddling up to him
that's when my heart stopped
they kissed.
i shouldn't have had the right to be jealous but i was, and i was angry
so in my angry and frustrated state, i walked up to a random guy a few feet away from me, in clear view of pedri so he could see, i tapped him on the shoulder and once he turned around i kissed him
to be completely honest i thought it would just be a quick kiss but it turned into much more
we made out for a while before i realized i never got to see this man's face correctly
so i pulled away and when i tell you this man was ugly, i mean it
and i know saying that was mean but it was the truth
when i went back to me and pedris seats he was no longer there
considering he went to dance with that girl, i decided i would ask if anyone wanted to drive me back to the hotel
i walked over to alejandro and asked if he could drive me back to the hotel
"i'm sorry i want to stay a little longer, but gavi here was just about to drive back" he said patting gavis shoulder as he was right next to him
"well then" i said as he got his keys
before i left though i made sure to give alejandro a hug
as me and gavi were driving back, i asked if i could connect my phone to play music and he said yes
so of course i had to play drake
we were vibing to the music, but before we knew it we were back at the hotel
we made our way to the lobby,which was completely empty
we were about to separate ways because our rooms were on either side of the hotel
but before anything, gavi had grabbed my face and kissed me
the thing is....
i didn't pull away
i was still drunk but it still felt so wrong especially the fact i was betraying pedri and he didn't even know it
i pulled away before anything else could happen, mumbled a quick 'goodnight' and speed walked all the way back to my room
i guess he just stood there and watched me because when i turned back he wasn't at him room yet
that's when he turned back and saw me staring then giggled at me
i instantly looked away full of guilt
i only thought of him as a friend nothing else
i took my heels of got into my pajamas and didn't even make an effort to take my makeup off or brush my teeth
i was so exhausted
the next thing i knew i was on a plain on my way back to spain
the hangover was major
"i'm never drinking again" i said my eyes closed talking to sira
"seriously.." she said drifting off to sleep
pedri had been ignoring and glaring at me, so obviously he was mad
gavi hadn't spoken a word to me just smiled at me a few times
this would be a long flight
once we got back the team had practice
this practice was planned the same day and it was last minute
xavi wanted me to come for some reason but i really didn't feel like it so i pleaded with him but i failed at trying to convince him
once we made it to the stadium i told xavi i had to go to the bathroom
once i got out i passed by the locker rooms where ferran was walking out
"hey isa"
"hey ferran" i smiled
"you look tired, everything alright?"
"yea, just jetlag, but imagine how you guys feel having to practice right after the flight!" i said giggling
"right" he said laughing with me
ferran was about to say something when pedri came up behind him and patted his back
they then started walking leaving me behind
"damn some girls can be such attention seekers!" he said to ferran obviously referring to me
"alright i get it! your obviously upset, but that doesn't give you the right to talk like that about me as if i'm not standing right here!" i partly shouted making them turn around and look at me
"then leave" he said with no emotion in his voice which shocked me a little
as pedri said that gavi walked out
"hey isa!" he said excitedly not reading everyone's faces
pedri looked mad
"hey..." i said walking out of the stadium and calling an uber but not before texting xavi i was having 'girl problems'
a/n IM SORRY THIS IS SO LAZILY MADE
help i might go to eastern Europe or southern Europe soon 😭😭
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(i'll be updating way more frequently now 💗)
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FanfictionIsabella has past trauma from when she was a kid. Her mom not being in her life and her dad being abusive. every summer she went to visit her aunt and uncle in Barcelona. Her moms brother happened to be Xavi so he always got her seats to every Fc Ba...