𝑻𝒉𝒐𝒔𝒆 𝑩𝒓𝒐𝒘𝒏 𝑬𝒚𝒆𝒔, 𝑷𝒆𝒅𝒓𝒊 𝑮𝒐𝒏𝒛á𝒍𝒆𝒛

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i was so excited since the team had a day off so we all decided to go clubbing

"should i wear the red one or the pink one?" i asked mikky about which dress i should wear

"hmm the red one suits you so well"

"ok i'll wear that thenn" i said putting on the red dress

as we arrived to the club the colorful beaming lights and loud music was a sign for me that this was going to be a fun night

"heyy guyss!" i said going up to the barca boys since we were meeting them there

that's when i realized pedri wasn't there?

i guess ale noticed my confused expression because he whispered in my ear

"pedri didn't want to come out tonight, i don't really know why" he said as he shrugged

"oh.." i said a little bummed out

"don't be sad, we came here to party!" he yelled hyping me up

as me and ale downed a few drinks, the girls were out on the dance floor so i decided to go join them

i quickly kissed ale's cheek and said that i was going to go dance

as we were all dancing a random guy came up to me and started dancing with me

he kept getting closer and closer which didn't really bother me

"let me get you a drink" He yelled over the loud music as we made our way to the bar

he got me a drink then we took a few shots before we made our way back to the dance floor

at this point i was drunk and when i have alcohol in my system, i'm a whole different person

me and that guy were dancing he kept getting super close to me, until he kissed me

i kissed back until he started to grab my hips, which made me uncomfortable

as i tried to get him off of me i couldn't, he was too strong and his grip was too strong

he started to kiss me even more, now leaving kisses down my neck

"ok stop!" i yelled, but no one could hear over the music

as soon as i pried his hands off me, i ran outside the club, panting.

i started to cry because this incident brought back trauma i had buried deep in my memory.

i immediately got an uber to his house. 

he was the only person that i knew could comfort me right now.

as i was on the way to his house i stared out the window, dried tears on my cheeks, i was thinking about my feelings for him. I wasn't being truthful to myself this whole time. I truly did love him

as i got to his house it was already 2 am. Even though it was late i needed him.

i knocked on the door multiple times, after 10 minutes i was about to leave before he opened the door, his shirt off, looking exhausted and confused.

Looking back at me, pedri stood there confused as to why i showed up to his house in the early morning, sobbing

"isa, what happened" he said looking genuinely concerned

instead of answering, i just broke down into his arms, sobbing even more then i already was

"sh sh its ok my love" he said as he held me rubbing my head

"i'm sorry for showing up so late" i said looking up at him with puffy eyes

"no it's ok, i don't even care all i care about is if your ok?" he said still holding me

"pedri...a guy at the club kissed me. He kept going even when i told him to stop" i said breaking down again

"that dick. I would've killed him if i was there with you isa." he said his voice filled with anger

"but..i think it just made me realize how grateful i am for you"

"i'm grateful for you too isa-" he said before i cut him off

"it made me realize that...but it also made me realize how much i love you.." i spoke as i stopped crying and as he looked at me, his jaw dropped, wiping my tears away

"are you being serious..." he said breathless

"yea...but i just wanted to say that, it's okay if your feelings aren't mutual" i said, my lips forming into a line

"no no the feelings are 100% mutual. I mean i've always felt this way for you. I love you so much Isa and i don't know what i would do without you. I fell in love with you because you loved me when i couldn't love myself, your part of the reason i look forward to the next day" he said still shocked shaking his head in disbelief, cupping my face

I smiled as I engulfed him in the biggest hug...

A/n
should i keep this story going?😭