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"𝐝𝐨𝐧𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐢𝐦 𝐧𝐨 𝐠𝐨𝐨𝐝 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮?"

sometimes i think about odessa, and not in a hateful way like i always do but in a wholesome way,

sometime i think about all the fun things we used to go together everytime she's called me to hang out after school to get ice cream, or maybe when she used to care about me. i think about the time where she sat by my side while i cried on her shoulder because i had to witness my mom lying on the floor dead

her touch just to feel a hug from her again, i wish i could've cried on her shoulder one last time before all this happened. i wish i could tell her everything going on in my fucked up head like i always did but now that she's changed i feel like i wasn't even made for her in the first place, like i didn't even belong

some part of me wishes she could just tell me why she was acting like this, why she treats me like shit.

maybe i was the problem maybe i'm the reason why she's acting like this, is it because of how i act? i cant think about anything i've done wrong except for the whole boyfriend thing.

am i seriously the problem?

am i the reason all of this happened?

"val wake up!" i hear blair say, i jump out of bed "WHAT" i say startled since i was lost in a train of thought

"vinnies downstairs" she chuckles i look at the clock and it read 4:34pm was i really asleep for that long?

i jump out of bed and made my way downstairs, i was greeting by my dad and vinnie talking in the living room "what are you doing here?" i rub my eyes from the bright sunlight

"figured i'd stop by" he shrugs, some part of me wanted to smile and be happy that he came to see me, but the other half kind of regrets what happened last night. the kissing and all

"oh..cool" i nod and look down "you okay val?" my dad says concerned "yeah i'm okay, just tired" i shrug they both look at me "okay well i'll be upstairs" i say and make my way upstairs

why was i being like this. i walk into my room and get changed into something casual some baggy jeans with a long sleeve top, i put my hair in a bun then as i was putting perfume on i hear my door open

"hey you" he smiles as he walks in, i look at him and shoot him a small grin before putting my perfume bottle away "you okay?" he says as he sits on the edge of my bed

was i okay? i wasn't so sure so i simply shrug "i'm chillin" i turn around to face him and when i do he frowns it's almost like he knew what i was feeling in an instant, i felt bad for once in my life i felt bad about him

i huff and i walk up to him wrapping my arms around his shoulders, his hands were immediately placed onto my hips "i'm ok..i promise" i mumble at him making his smile grow again

"let's go to the mall, i wanna buy you something" he says shyly i nod
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we walked around the mall and stopped by almost every store there was. first we stopped by h&m because vinnie needed more t-shirts and then we made our way to the nike store to buy some new shoes