I can't really let you know,
I can't really let you know,How happy I was ,
How happy I was,No I wasn't in a place to be happy,
But you made it bearable.I felt your words as the warmth I craved for,
Iam lying,I am lying,
I could not feel the warmth physically.But I did deep downin my spirit
I would be lying,
If I say,I never wanted you in my life,
That is a scam,
The scam I do to myselfTo all who were by my side
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