....insecurity my friend.... (Not your usual Chatfic)

Am I in trouble or not?

I was kinda glad when Aizawa had Iida escort Bakugo away from this classroom. No one ever saw me hit him and even if he would insist that I smacked him, no one would believe it thanks to my little innocent personality, I was showing everyone else. 

Mic: Midoriya, can you read the next lime?

I was in my little own world until Mic called me out. We were on the next period and I was still soo happy that I kinda missed the switch to the period. Still it was no reason for Mic to call me out like this.

Me: Yes, Mic-sensei.

Mic: Alright, then go on.

Of course I had no idea what was going on nor which page or which line we were on so my mind kinda went into panic mode. Well it was something it would always do whenever I had to answer anyone who called me out in front of a class. I was worrying too much about everything but that was life.

Oh god!

What line!

What am I about to do?

I missed that we even have english and don't have the textbook out?

Should I just say sorry?

But wouldn't I be a pathetic excuse if I would do that?

What am I about to do?

I am scared!

Where is the next hole I can jump into?

Sero (whispering): Page 17 fist line.

My eyes wandered at Sero who was trying to help me but my mind was just blank at this moment that I kinda even froze up. I fucked up and I knew it.

Mic: Midoriya, is something wrong?

Me: I-ahm- sorry Sensei....

Mic: It's alright. Sero you continue.

Sero: Yes Sensei!

Did you see the look he was giving me?

He was dissapointed!

You screwed up!

You are a failure!

Can't even do anything right!

SHUT UP MIND!

I was already sad that I froze up but then all of the sudden my phone went buzzing and I looked at it to see a message from HellSpawn. It made me smile just very slightly since I could read the message from my display before I even went into the app.

In a private conversation:

HellSpawn: Teachers are demons.

Survivor: Who are you telling that.

HellSpawn: I should know better after all.

Survivor: You spawning them or something?

HellSpawn: That is implied in my name after all.

Survivor: HAHAHAHAHAHAHA

HellSpawn: How is the day going on?

Survivor: I smacked someone with a book and made him fall down... so I guess pretty damn well.

HellSpawn: I see. I assume no one knows what you did?

Survivor: Exactly.

HellSpawn: You did well Survivor.

Survivor: Thanks.

HellSpawn: I also made my Demons suffer today.

Survivor: Sheesh... that bad?

HellSpawn: 10% was the maximum I got out of 100%

Survivor: Shit... what the hell... what kind of black magic did you unleash on them?

HellSpawn: Torture.

Survivor: R.I.P

Back to reality to Izuku UwU

It was a small chat between me and HellSpawn but it was enough for me to not listen to Mic at all and for him to come over and look at me. Guess, I am in trouble now for sure.

Mic: Midoriya, phones are not allowed in class. Would you be so kind and read what you were having fun with?

Why does he has to be an asshole now?

He is always chill but now?!

Seriously?

Alright!

If you want it! Fine!

Me: A-alright.

I was a bit reluctant but decided to do what the teacher told me to do. No one would know anything about our conversation anyways so it should be fine or so I thought.

I shouldn't read the part with the Terrorist or ama get into trouble...

Alright, let's skip the Bakugo part!

Me: I also made my Demons suffer today.....that bad?...10% was the maximum I got out of 100%...Wha-

Before I could now continue the end of our conversation, I got stopped by Mic who basically touched my shoulder to make me look up at him. Oh boy... he looked terryfied right now. Did I do something wrong? Somehow I didn't really get what was going on but the look he gave me immediately faded to just a smile and he started walking off to the front again.

Am I out off trouble or am I in trouble... how am I about to interpret that?

Mic: Let this be a warning to everyone. Don't focus on your phones too often.

Warning huh... 

Guess I am still fine...

But that was a close call....

I wonder why he looked at me this way..