Me and Alex have been stronger than ever, but he thinks I should try harder for him. I'm not too sure what he means.
"Harry, Alex is here!" Liam yells
I walk down the steps happy to see him and immediately go in for a hug. Louis seems to roll his eyes and Niall giggles.
"Do you guys wanna watch a movie?" Louis suggests to everyone.
Everyone agrees and seats themselves on the couch to watch. I cuddle into Alex, Louis sits next to me. Zayn sits on the other side of him then Niall then Liam. Alex seems uncomfortable, like he needs to move me every few seconds.
"Is something wrong?"
"No, you're just a little heavy feeling"
"Oh I'm sorry, I'll get off"
I sit up straight thinking about what he said. This is why Simon wanted me to lose weight so badly because I'm heavy. I'm ashamed of my self to even be alive. I try to focus on the movie, but I feel a pair of eyes on me. I can feel the worry of them sinking through my skin into my blood stream. Louis seems to have heard the conversation.the movies ends and Alex leaves immediately.
"Bye Harry...I'll call you"
"Bye" I say giving him a kiss on the cheek, which he wipes off
"Harry are you okay?"
"Yeah...I just wonder what I did"
"You probably didn't do anything he's just a jerk"
"Yeah maybe"
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What lies underneath
FanfictionLarry stylinson story. Told from Harry's point of view, who falls into deep depression. Louis is always there by his side for all of it...or so he thought. Trigger warning
