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"Come here." I heard a raspy voice I knew all too well whisper.
He had open arms and looked gorgeous in the moonlight. He looked very comfortable and I didn't want to ruin that.
"I don't wanna bother you." I confessed.
"You won't, trust me and you are shivering." He argued.
I gave in and cuddled into his side with my head on his warm, comforting chest. I felt his eyes on me and got the guts to make eye contact. He smiled a gentle smile that sent tingles down my spine and through my veins. He draped his arm over my waist and I started to drift off. I heard some mumbling but I brushed it off as I comfortably fell asleep quickly.
Then my mom decided to ruin everything like usual.
"I knew it you fucking slut bag and you fucking liars." She spat.
She then slammed the door shut and I fell back on the bed. Staring at the ceiling and ignoring what was being said. I was too trapped in my own thoughts.
I'm so over it. She is right though. I have two boys in my bed and they aren't mine. I am also still 17 so bonus points.
"Shay snap out of it, please!" Sam begged, his face covered in worry.
I choked on my words and all I could do was hug him tight as I let out a breath I didn't know I was holding.
"You shouldn't believe her." Colby said as he rubbed my back.
"Yeah, it's not true." Sam said as he rubbed my back.
I pulled away and looked him in his pained eyes.
"But it is kinda true." I whimpered.
I'm not going to cry in front of them again. All I've done is make myself look like a fool by crying all the damn time.
"Don't think that way. Why would you think that way?" He looked over at colby who was sitting up supported by his arm.
"I have two boys that aren't mine in my bed and to make the situation worse we were all cuddling." I blurted out and climbed over Colby to get out of bed.
I checked my watch and saw it was 2 in the morning. I threw a hoodie on, grabbed my phone, grabbed my pepper spray and left the room. I saw Jake was sound asleep on the couch like a baby. My mom nowhere in sight.
I grabbed his car keys and decided to go to the field. I have my learners permit but I failed my first drivers test and now I'm scared to take it again.
I connected my phone and played some songs by The Neighborhood. Paradise came on and I rolled the windows down as the streets were empty. I parked some distance away from the field and trudged my way through the thick grasses until I got to our spot.
I just layed there, alone, for what felt like forever and I didn't mind. I was finally at peace. I forgot about this place until the boys came back. I hadn't come here since they left.
