No take-backs

Well is it Obvious?

A: You know, I don't regret it right?
L: heh- regret what?
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It was the first day of school. Again.. Kim and max hung out in one corner, talking about their very different interests. While Marinette and Alya chatted by the stairs. Mylene, Juleka and Rose were talking excitedly about some new cat cafe as my best friend Nino approached me. I tried to listen, but I just couldn't take my eyes off of.. 
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I stared at them. Luka and Marinette. They used to be really close, correction, they ARE really close. If you asked me, I'd say they're dating. Which is ironic because at some point they DID date. I was really interested in their relationship for some time. Don't get me wrong, I was very happy for them. They deserve to be happy. But I was jealous of their relationship. "God, why are they so close to each other.. are they.. are they back together?" Nino listened, at least I think he did. He laughed. "Dude," he said, holding back another laugh. "What? What's so funny?!" I said angrily. "You're totally jealous of Luka." I gasped audibly, which made him laugh even more. Jealous.. Me?! I could never..
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Okay maybe I was jealous- but it's not my fault! Who wouldn't fall for someone with those beautiful blue locks and those deep ocean eyes.. So kind and true. Why does Luka have to be so perfect... why did it have to be him...
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What? Did you think I liked Marinette? I mean.. I get it I guess, I always act different with her... but how many times do I have to tell you? She's. Just. A. Friend. I can tell you one thing, she's an amazing friend- but I can't help it. Luka has no idea who I am and it is going to STAY like that. It wouldn't matter, he's straight anyways.
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Chloe found out today, she saw me writing a poem designated to someone with blue hair and eyes and she refuses to think it was for Marinette. She "supports" me, whatever that means. "Well.. was it that obvious?" I ask, picking at my skin. She stared at me for a second before breaking out in laughter. Why do people keep laughing at me. "Adrien you played with Barbie's until you were TWELVE." I roll my eyes, "They're not Barbies, they're designer dressing dolls with gorgeous locks of hair." She smirks and flips her hair. "You should confess to this 'mysterious blue hair/eyes' kid." "I don't know chloe, I don't know how to do that."
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I'm pretty sure Luka overheard and god.. I'm going to die. Now he thinks I like MARINETTE. He gave me a heartfelt pep talk on how to confess even though it's obvious that likes her- Do you understand now? Who couldn't love someone so.. sweet?
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I just wish he knew my feelings or I wouldn't have to get these heart attacks so often.. I want to ask Nino for help. But maybe I'll save it for another day.