"Call me crazy but this doesn't feel like pretend" - tom kaulitz

Part 7

I had just been in my room for a couple days, i couldn't even be assed to go to school, the band always checked up on me before and after school.

But tom didn't, it was like he didn't care anymore, a part in me really wanted tom to check on me, i mean i know we are supposed to hate eachother, but i might have feelings for him.

We are always mean to eachother, but that's a cover up for my feelings, i think i'm actually gonna get out of bed today and do something.

I got up and tried to find one of my baggy t-shirts but i couldn't find anyway, so i went downstairs to the laundry room and looked there.

I found one, but i don't know if it's mine, it's cute so i'm gonna wear it anyway, i went back up to my room and put on some baggy jeans with the t shirt.

I put on some light makeup and went downstairs to the living room to watch tv until the band came home.

I decided i actually wanted to try sing again, so i went up to their practice room and grabbed the mic.

I started singing a song that i had wrote a while ago, i used to always sing, but i stopped because everyone always used to bring down my confidence with it.

All of a sudden the band bursted into the practice room, "HOLY SHIT THAT WAS U?!" bill shouted, "umm yeah" i said embarrassed.

"THAT WAS FUCKING AMAZING JUNE" he shouted and i smiled, "how, when, what" georg said confused.

"what song was that?" tom asked, "i wrote it" i said looking down, "did u actually?" tom asked, "yeah" i said.

"how r u doing?" bill asked, "i'm alr, i think i'll go to school tmr" i smiled, "yesss" bill cheered, "wait a min, is that my shirt?" tom asked.

"um idk, do u want it back" i asked, "no it's okay, just wondering" tom smiled, and i did to, we all talked for a bit until bill started shouting.

"what?" i asked, "u should join our band" he smiled, "what, no i couldn't" i said, "but u could" he said grabbing my arms and spinning me.

"yea u really should" everyone said, except tom he just stayed silent, "soooo?" bill askee still spinning me around.

"okay i will" i smiled and bill immediently hugged me, then georg and gustav did, tom just sat there looking at me hug everyone.

"do u want a hug to?" i asked him, "w-what no" he said, i went over and hugged him anyway, and he hugged me back really tightly.

"ok, tom, to tight" i laughed and he let go, we all talked for a while until tom got a call, he left the room and started shouting at whoever was on the line with him.

He walked back in, and i could tell he was pissed, "what the fuck is wrong w u?" i asked, "jayla" he replied sitting down, "who's jayla again?" i asked.

"toms ex, the one u found in his room" bill replied, "ohhh her, ew what does she want?" i asked tom, "she's begging for me back, i wish she would just leave me alone" tom groaned.

"just get another girlfriend" i suggested, "no i don't want one" he replied, "then just pretend to have one" i said, "wait that's actually not a bad idea" tom said.

"see" i smiled, tom got out of phone and texted someone, it was probably jayla and then he looked at me, "what?" i asked.

"umm so, i kinda said ur my girlfriend" tom said, "WHAT" i shouted, "WHY" i shouted again, "because she wanted to know who, sorry" tom said unbothered.

"why tf r u so calm about this, i don't wanna date u" i groaned, "well u are" tom said coming over to me and putting his arm around, "ugh get of, but if we are actually gonna pretend to date then there's rules" i said shoving him off.