Why does love hurt so bad? It hurts my heart I fucking it I fucking hate hurting like this but I have to I'm put into this situation for reason I have Accept that but As the days pass, I find myself wrestling with a whirlwind of emotions. The hurt from Zack's betrayal still lingers, and I can't shake the feeling of disappointment and betrayal. At the same time, I can't deny the love I still holds for him deep in-my heart. It's a constant battle between my head and my heart.
I also reminisce about the good times we shared and the genuine connection we had. But those sweet memories are often overshadowed by the pain caused by Zack's lies and his failure to be honest with me.
Talking to best friends, like Olivia and Omar, becomes my solace during this challenging time. Pouring my heart out to them helps me sort through her feelings and gain perspective.We listen with compassion and offer their support, reminding me that I deserve happiness and honesty in my relationships.
While part of me longs to forgive Zack and go back to the way things were, another part of me is afraid of being hurt again. I'm determined not to rush into anything, knowing that rebuilding trust takes time and effort from both sides.
During one of my interviews, I open up about my struggles, sharing my honest feelings with my fans and the public. I also talk about the pain of betrayal and the difficulty of facing the person who hurt me, especially when he's still part of my life and my career.
"I still care him," she admits, her voice tinged with vulnerability. "But sometimes caring is just not enough Trust is crucial, and it's something we need to rebuild together, slowly and honestly."
As I continue to perform and engage with her fans, I focus on my music, using it as a cathartic outlet for my emotions. I write songs that capture the complexities of love, heartache, and healing, resonating with those who have experienced similar struggles.
As I was performing my song "Fading Shadows" on stage, I can feel Zack's presence in the audience. It's both comforting and painful to know he's there, especially after everything that has happened between us . I pour my heart and soul into the song, using the performance as an outlet for my emotions.
After the song ends, I steps off the stage, trying to catch my breath and compose myself . I see Zack approaching, and my heart clenches with mixed emotions. Part of me wants to talk to him, to hear what he has to say, but another part is still hurt and angry.
Zack reaches out to me, trying to initiate a conversation. "Lauren, can we talk?" he says, his voice filled with sincerity.
But I can't bring myself to respond. I turn away, avoiding eye contact, and remains silent. I can't bear to hear his words just yet, fearing they might be empty promises.
"I love you, Lauren," Zack says softly, his voice cracking with emotion. "I'm so sorry for everything, and I want to make things right."
Still, I say nothing. I can feel my walls up, protecting myself from further pain. I need more than words; I need to see real change and effort from him.
Zack continues, desperately trying to convey the depth of his feelings. "I know I messed up, and I regret it every day. I never meant to hurt you, and I want to prove to you that I've changed."
Despite his heartfelt words, I remain silent, her heart torn between love and self-preservation. I know I can't simply forgive and forget, not without seeing a genuine effort from him.
Feeling defeated, Zack watches me walk away, the weight of his mistakes heavy on his shoulders. He knows he has hurt me deeply, and he understands that l needs time and space.
As I left, Zack stands there in sadness, feeling the gravity of the situation. He knows he may have jeopardized our relationship, but he's determined to make amends and show me that he's worthy of my love.
Zack knows what he needs to talk to Zack decides it's time to have an honest conversation with Olivia about everything that has transpired between him and I . He knows how important Olivia is to me and believes that she might offer some insight into how to approach the situation.
One evening, he reaches out to Olivia and asks if they could meet up to talk. Olivia agrees, sensing the seriousness in his tone. They meet at a quiet cafe, finding a corner table where they can have some privacy.
Zack takes a deep breath and starts, "I want to talk to you about Lauren. I messed up, Olivia, and I know it. I lied to her about the video, and I can't forgive myself for hurting her like that."
Olivia listens attentively, her expression serious but not without a hint of compassion. "What happened, Zack? Why did you keep it from her?"
Zack explains, "I was scared, scared of losing her if she found out the truth. I thought I could handle it on my own and protect her, but it backfired. I see now that honesty is the only way forward."
Olivia nods, understanding his perspective but not excusing his actions. "Honesty is vital in any relationship, Zack. Lauren deserves to know the truth and make her own decisions. Trust is fragile, and once broken, it takes time to rebuild."
"I know," Zack replies, remorse evident in his eyes. "I just don't want to lose her. She means everything to me, and I love her so much. I want to be a better person for her, to be the partner she deserves."
Olivia remains firm yet supportive. "If you truly love her, then you have to prove it, not just with words but with actions. Show her that you are committed to changing, to being honest and transparent with her. It won't be easy, but if you're willing to put in the effort, it might be worth it."
Zack takes in her advice, realizing the truth in her words. "You're right, Olivia. I can't expect her to forgive me right away. I need to earn back her trust and show her that I'm serious about making things right."
Olivia smiles, recognizing Zack's sincerity. "I believe in second chances, but remember, it's up to Lauren to decide what's best for her. Be patient and give her the space she needs to heal and process everything."
Zack nods, feeling a mix of determination and hope. "Thank you, Olivia. I'll do everything I can to make things right. I just hope it's not too late."
With their conversation coming to a close, Olivia offers a reassuring pat on his hand. "Only time will tell, Zack. Be honest with yourself and with her, and let the rest unfold naturally. I'll support both of you in whatever way I can."
As Zack leaves the cafe, he feels a renewed sense of purpose. He knows that winning me back won't be easy, but he's willing to put in the effort to earn my trust and love again. The road ahead is uncertain, but he's determined to show me that he's changed and that our love is worth fighting for.
YOU ARE READING
The love song (BWWM )
RomanceLauren Moore is just starting in her singer songwriting Career but she still hasn't had a big hit yet she wanted to give up Zack tucker a famous singer in the world is making a new collab but hasn't found his person yet he wants someone that no o...