The love song (BWWM )

Chapter 15

You know how trend are and it usually gets old well this is still happening the video still getting traction and I never have privacy anymore in interviews i fudge any questions about as much bad possible this isn't easy Zack said he'll find a way to track that person down

But I have a podcast today so maybe that can cheer me up hopefully doesn't ask me millions of questions

Before I left Zack house we needed to talk  the pressure of keeping our  relationship hidden and dealing with the aftermath of the leaked video mounted, tension began to build between Zack and I . One evening, after a long day of promotional events and interviews,  we finally have alone time in Zack's home, no paparazzi no fans no reporters just us we checked for cameras there's none so we're fine

I've had been trying to put on a brave face, but the weight of the situation was becoming too much for me  to handle. I  Feel  overwhelmed by the constant paparazzi attention and the need to keep my  feelings for Zack hidden from the public eye. As we  sat on the couch, the atmosphere felt heavy, and I  finally decided it was time to address the issue.

"Zack, we need to talk," I  began, my  voice trembling slightly. "I can't keep pretending like everything is fine when it's not. This whole situation is taking a toll on me, and I don't know how much longer I can handle it."

Zack looked at me  with concern in his eyes, realizing that our  attempts to keep their relationship a secret were causing more harm than good. "I know it's been tough, Lauren," he said softly. "I never wanted to put you in this position, and I'm sorry for any pain it's caused you."

"It's not just the public scrutiny,"  I  continued,mu  emotions spilling over. "I feel like we're hiding something that should be celebrated, not hidden. I care about you, Zack, and I want to be able to show that without fear."

Zack sighed, running a hand through his hair. "I care about you too, Lauren, and I hate that we're in this situation. But we have to be careful. The media can be ruthless, and I don't want you to get hurt because of our relationship."

"I understand that, but I can't help how I feel," I  said, tears welling up in her eyes. "I want to be with you openly, without constantly worrying about the consequences. Can't we find a way to make this work?"

Zack took a moment to gather his thoughts before responding. "I don't want to hide our relationship either, but we have to be realistic," he said. "We're both public figures, and any slip-up could have serious consequences for both of us."

I nodded, understanding the complexity of our  situation. That got me thinking "I know it won't be easy, but I can't keep pretending anymore," I  said. "I need to be true to myself and my feelings."

Zack reached out and gently held my  hand. "I don't want to lose you, Lauren," he said earnestly. "But I also don't want to see you hurt because of me.'  We looked at each other in life you  make   Hard choices but you have to face it'. Let's take some time to think about what's best for both of us."

We sat in silence for a while, contemplating our  options and the challenges

'I done want that' Zack said touching my Face
'I know ' I said softy
' I'm going to fix this I promise'. He said I sighed
'Okay ' he kissed me forehead I look on my phone I had to go to my podcast interview

I left his house going to the interview On the podcast, I  bravely opens up about  my  career, personal life, and the challenges that come with being in the public eye. I  discuss my journey from a young songwriter to a successful artist, expressing my  gratitude for the opportunities and the incredible support my  has received from my  co-songwriter Omar, her best friend and manager Olivia, and  my  producer Dan.

When the topic of the leaked video comes up, I  takes a deep breath and chooses my  words carefully. I  explain that the leak was a deeply hurtful invasion of my  privacy and Zack's, and it was a challenging time for both of us . I  acknowledges that the incident put a strain on our  relationship but reveals that we  decided to face it together and work through it.

However, I  avoids directly addressing questions about Zack , wanting to respect his privacy and keep their relationship out of the spotlight. I  gently redirects the conversation, focusing on my  music and her personal growth instead.

"I've learned so much through these experiences,"  I say. "I've faced tough moments, and I've had to find strength within myself to keep moving forward. It hasn't been easy, but it's been incredibly transformative."

I emphasize the importance of staying true to oneself and finding strength in vulnerability. I talks about my  new music, which reflects my  journey and emotions over the past few months. Each song is a piece of my  heart, crafted with honesty and authenticity.

"I hope my music can connect with people on a deeper level," I  shares. "Life is full of ups and downs, and I want my songs to be a reminder that we're not alone in our struggles and our triumphs."

As the podcast comes to a close, the host commends me for my  courage and resilience. Despite the challenges, I  remain steadfast in my  pursuit of  my dreams and in protecting my  personal life from the public eye.

"I think it's essential to have a balance," I say. "Being in the public eye comes with its share of pros and cons, and I believe in preserving a part of myself that's just for me."

The podcast becomes a testament to my  strength and authenticity, showcasing my  commitment to my  artistry and my  desire to create music that resonates with my  audience. As the interview ends, I  leave the listeners with a powerful message about the importance of staying true to oneself amidst the pressures of fame and the ever-present paparazzi.

I think that went pretty well let's hope it does atleast