not swag stories made by a preteen with too much time on her hands

''MOON RIVER'' 707/SAEYOUNG X OC

Another canon x oc,,,, this one is just kinda silly ngl

Tears were threatening to go down my face as he kept telling me everything he hated for me and how I never really like him.

"I don't like how your so serious all the damn time!"

I just stood there, taking all of it in. I was too scared to do anything. I gave this man my all and he didn't give me anything. Just kisses and hugs... And the supposedly rare "I love you." He barely ever told me that....I told him that all the time but he was always on the laptops of his. "...."

"...."

"I understand." I inhaled sharply getting ready for the rest of my sentence while bitting my nails... "You just can't accept that someone truly loves you..... that's it. I'll leave if you just give me a good reason." I dared not to look at him, My voice was shaky and hesitant, I didn't know what to say after that. It was kinda just dead silence when I said it. "Get out." "Hm?" I looked up to see his dull eyes. Though they had tears they weren't falling...weird. "I said to get out." His voice was crisp and dark, kinda eerie too. I stared coldly at him, I was trying to be bold and put a mask on to hide my feelings...It wasn't working. Without me knowing. My tears started to pour out a bit

1 tear.

2 tears.

With that, they all started spilling and it made my eyes burn and they stained my cheeks. I walked past him and made my way to our shared bedroom...well not anymore that is. I didn't have that much...but I packed lightly I guess. I grabbed one of my bags from when I moved in with him and stuffed some of the things he gave me in it, and my clothes. The thought of being all alone lingered my mind and sent a whimper out of my throat. Now that I think about it I don't really remember having any good memories with him. All I really remember is him sometimes getting up and tucking me into bed...Do I think too much?

I sniffled, I turned around zipped up my bag- I needed a place to stay and thought I could hang around my friend's place for a while. I sat back down on the bed and called her, explaining the situation and she told me I could stay but only if I cleaned up and all the regular things. Of course, I agreed to this.

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He didn't want her to see his vulnerable, regret-filled face. Why did he do that? Why did they have to argue? Were they completely over now? Being alone meant no one to talk to- of course, there was always the chatrooms but was Sarah gonna tell that they got into a fight leading up to her being kicked out? God, he hated that he yelled at her. He hated that she had to love him- he hated himself for not showing her more love, "Why am I so stupid?!" He rather mumbled but came out like a loud groan instead. He whipped them off quickly with his sleeve but it didn't seem to stop anything. "U-ugh..." He cried. This is useless, crying over this- he was the one that kicked her out...but she didn't deserve that, no, of course, she didn't.

He turned around to see her rushing out of the bedroom, a small bag in her hands and tear-stained cheeks. He felt too bad- so angry with himself.

Of course, he didn't give in though,

She went up to the door, unlocking it and stepping out- hell, he was about to run up to her when she gently but urgently closed it so fast. So....sad....

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She logged onto the messenger and phoned Yoosung, one of her best friends at the time... She waited while it ringed...he didn't pick up. She sighed in disbelief and walked the one mile to her friend's house- one lonely, cold and winter season walk. She wanted to stop herself from crying in public, though it was hard she had to stop in alley's for a bit to collect her feelings and sob a bit in-between.

She felt like a coward

She was a coward.

...

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"Oh my god, Jiwoo, what the hell happened to you?" Sunhee said as she invited her sorrow-filled friend in with a concerned face. "I-it's nothing....just cold...." Sunhee could've called her out on her bullshit if she wasn't so nice...she took pity on her friend, no knowing the true depths of her story- of her awful breakup. "Well I have an extra bedroom here...it only has a bed frame and mattress but it'll do until you're able to support yourself....and not to mention the beautiful view you get of the starts on the rooftop...." She awkwardly trailed off, not knowing what to say- her friend was obviously sad and she couldn't do anything about it. She felt so bad. "T-thanks again..." Jiwoo replied- a tear trickling down her cheek, all Sunhee could do was rub her back. "I'm sorry if I'm being a burden..." Jiwoo looked like she was about to cry again. "No, you're not! We'll have fun living together trust me!" She acted reassuring yet still uncertain. "Go- make yourself at home..." and with that Jiwoo walked to the lonely room and started to cry pretty.

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