I don't want to be alone
But I like being lonely
I have too many trust issues
To let them even know me
I don't want to hide want to lie
Anymore
Someday I'll say goodbye
And fucking cry
I wanna leave and be with you
But here is all I've ever known
When I go ill be happy about it
But ill miss you
I hate to say it
But all those days
We'd play cards
Life wasn't too hard
In those mere moments that I
Felt alive
Living isn't life
Living is a moment
A mere mirror in the back of your mind
That dissappears
Living is not life
As much as we cry
Living isn't life
Living is feeling alive
I don't want to cry everyday
But the warmth of my tears
Is so comforting
I don't wanna try so hard
But all that I do is
Try so much
Every mere second is another trial
For something in my head
Fighting again
Sitting again
And staying there
Until I leave and feel
Feel alive
Blue is my shelter
But technicolor is my ultimate destination
Blue hides me from rain
But gives me worry
I cant live with that
I want to thrive
That's all I need
And bleed for
All this bloodshed
Just to feel
Feel alive
Living isn't life
Living is a moment
A mere mirror in the back of your mind
That dissappears
Living is not life
As much as we cry
Living isn't life
Living is feeling alive
To live is to really live
And that makes no sense
But life itself isn't it
YOU ARE READING
Songwriting...
PoesíaDon't blame me if this shits emo af I'm trying ok. Anyway I wanna be a gothic rock artist in the future so here's my work and keep that in mind don't read it like a pop song.
