Yo Where tf is jojo ? I ask as we chilled in the waiting room cus the owner is taking too damn Long
Treasure says he's not coming, it's too much for him, he can't see her like this ' angel say than the dude finally let us in
I embalmed her myself, no charge, she's been here once a month. paying her respects to so many friends and she always took the time to greet me by my name, i really appreciated that ' he says before leaving us with her
Hell no ! I know they don't got her looking like a damn Church lady ' zaya says
We can't let her go in the ground looking like my tia rose, she'll come back and haunt us for the rest of our days ' angel says before telling me to watch the door
Time skip ~
They couldn't even acknowledge that she was their daughter. I feel like I failed her ' Alexis says as she lays her head on Rashaad shoulder
Don't blame yourself for their mistakes' angel says slightly scolding her
I had one final obligation to lulu and i couldn't even do that, I mean shit jojo didn't even show up ' she says with tears coming down her face
Grieving is tricky baby. people deal with it very differently but it finds a way ' bb says comforting her
You must be kind to yourself today, and besides look how many people showed up for her ' Hector says
That's right! We are her family, we were Real to her ! Trust that ' angel says before getting hector to start the funeral and all he talked about Lulu and ect and that shit had a nigga thinking and I'm not gonna sit here and say me and shawty was all Kumbaya ?! we did bump heads a lot but deep down I loved that girl even tho she got on my damn nerves and was the biggest pain in the ass
We will never again get the opportunity to tell her what she meant to us and to thank her for what she gave us and to give her the Grandest Shinest Motherfucking Trophy For her contribution to our community' Hector says and everyone cheered loudly
But unfinished business is the burden of the living, we are charged to continue living through this tragedy So We can fight our hardest to PROTECT OUR SISTERS FROM HANDS OF MEN WHO ARE WEAK ! WHO ARE AFRAID TO DEAL WITH THEIR OWN SEXUAL DESIRES ! ' he says loudly
Today we mourn but tomorrow we stand firmly together, never losing sight of who we truly are ' he says before getting off than people went after one another to give their speeches but a nigga just stayed in my seat cause I didn't know what to say especially infront of all these people but I wasn't afraid to say it during moments of silence
I forgive you ' I heard lulu voice say and a nigga opened he's eyes real quick and lulu ass was right next to her casket and I looked around but the room was empty
I forgive you nigga, you need to know that I was a forgiving woman, how else did you think I delt with all the backstabbing hoes, at least I died beautiful though but that's something you never noticed, why ? Why were you an asshole to me ? I went from a statement to a legend in a year but that still didn't impress you
Maybe it's cause didn't wanna look at you ? You are unapologetic, Loud, BLACK, FEMME ! all the things a nigga hides when he steps out into the world! you are all of them and i guess in a weird ass way I was just trynna protect you
What good is everyone opinions when you're gone , I'm a free bird now, no regrets' she says
A nigga was always jealous of that bravery' I said to shawty
I never had a choice to hide. My loudness walked in the damn room before I did and there wasn't a damn thing i could do about it, maybe you're just doing whatchu gotta do to survive but all i know it's gonna be a sad ass life without me especially at the balls and you know I would have killed that lip-syncing category you bitch ' she says and I laughed
Chris ? Chris wake up ! angel says and I look around and everyone was still here
You aight nigga ? ' Jordan says and I just nodded yes and we kept the service up till it was finally over and we headed to angel apartment to eat
Hey I bet y'all lulu smiling in heave right now, because she finally got what she always wanted ' treasure says and we look at her ' what was it ?
For y'all chatty Cathy's to shut the fuck up ' she says and we laugh
Hector say a toast for lulu ' angel says and we raise our glasses up
To lulu ! You was a funny bitch and we will all miss your crazy loud ass ' Hector says and we cheers and we ate our food
On a lighter note , what the fuck was going on with Barbie wig ? ' Alexis says and we crack up because shawty hair was all kinds of fucked up
You been real quiet since dinner ' angel says before sitting with me and I gave her my jacket because it was getting chilly outside
Just thinking honestly not only lulu about but y'all ' I said
Y'all had a bumpy relationship but she knew you loved her just as much even though you can be an asshole but that's part of your tough love ' angel says and i laugh as she puts her head on my shoulder
I love y'all and I need y'all to know that even when I'm being an asshole ' I say and she says laughs before she hugs me and goes back inside than hector comes back outside
I wanna create a new category' I say rolling up a blunt and we pass it back & forth
Okay Look at you getting all creative ' he says before laughing
Its gonna be a lip-syncing category and it's gonna be lulu's official category ' I say and he liked it and said the prize for the it will be named after her and that shit will be just as big and loud as her
I gottchu ' I say before winking to the sky and I swear a star brighten up but than again I didn't question if it was her or not but something inside me knew it was than I went inside and we played games all
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