Her Husband

Chapter 14

While we ate, I turned the tv on to avoid conversations as I convince myself and prepare to tell her the truth, plus it's better for her to know now rather than later

"Nandini" I whispered after her and I had brushed and were sitting in bed together

"Mhm yeah" she mumbles turning her head from the tv to me

"I have mhm a couple things I wanna talk to you about"

"Of course, what is it?" She asks smiling turning her body towards me giving me her full attention

I hope she continues smiling for me in the future

"We didn't adopt nyra just becasue we didn't know when mukti would wake up" I blur out, she looks at me confused

"Huh?"

"Mukti, abhimanyu, cabir, Ryan, karthik and I run a company, a modelling agency, and we also work underground to stop human trafficking, sex trafficking and such things. When mukti and abhimanyu got married, they were 7 months pregnant with nyra and in a mission, one of our enemies if you will, targeted mukti almost causing a miscarriage. That night we made it seem like mukti and abhimanyu weren't okay, and they were in a coma. Unfortunately, during a car accident caused by that same person, mukti actually went in a coma and abhimanyu got hurt, that's when Nyra was delivered. The reason for nyra's adoption was so that if anyone were to search for mukti, abhi or nyra, thier birth cirtifcate would declare them dead. when you and I sighed those papers, it was under different names that doesn't lead anywhere, the hospital name, the cctv footage, everything has been tampered with many many times so they can never find out who anyone is" I explain

she chews on her lips as tears make thier way down her cheeks

"I am not a normal man who does normal things for a living, I carry guns around, I have many enemies, some that want me dead too but that's such a small price compared to all the girls we save, all the people that bless up for having thier family members back. Thats not saying we don't do illegal things because we have clubs, eve a couple strip club but everyone that works there does it on their own will, because they want to not because they have to"

"Stop, just stop" she yells

"Nandini"

"NO JUST STOP, EVERYTHING YOU HAVE TOLD ME IS A LIE, ALL A FUCKING LIE. I HAVE NEVER LIED TO YOU BUT ALL YOU HAVE DONE IS LIE TO ME. ABOUT NYRA, ABOUT YOU, ABOUT YOUR WORK, ABOUT EVERYTHING." She screams

"Shh don't scream, I know I am at fault"

"at fault? Are you shitting me manik? You marry me for god know what fucking reason that my ma is okay with, then you tell me the purpose was for me to become a mother, then you say adopting nyra wasn't the actual reason. What the fuck am I doing here manik?"

"Don't cuss at me, I understand the emotions you are going through, I get it but don't you think if your ma let me marry you willingly then there is not much wrong with me?"

"No, god you are so fucking annoying"

"Nandini"

"No, you know what the actual worst part is, I was finally starting to make you my home, I was starting to love myself with you, I was starting to live life like I had always wanted but the shitty part is I am fuckign attached to you but it's useless because clearly all this relationship is lies. Its all based one lies, all of it" she yells in my face running to the bathroom locking it

"Don't lock it nankin" I yell after her

"Fuck off manik, just fucking leave me alone"

"Open the god damn door Nandini and yell at me, but don't you dare lock the door"I said twisting the knob

"LEAVE ME ALONE" she screams

"If you don't open the door in the next 5 seconds I am going to break it" I said

"Do whatever the hell you want" she screams

Well I guess ill jsut have to get the door fixed, I push the door knob one last time but nothing so I pushed the door a couple times, one last push and the door breaks lose.

Nandini was sitting int he tub crying, she looks up as the door breaks. I smirk a little because I knew she didn't think I would actually do that.

"LEAVE ME ALONE" she yells

i walk to the tub and picked her up, she screams and kicks her legs, even tried smacking my arms to let her down but her hits are nothing

I place her on the bed hovering over her, I gripped both her wrists with my hands and caged her legs in-between mine

"Let me go" she cries

"Don't cry love" I whisper

"You don't get to call me that, you lied to me, all of this is a lie"

'It's not baby, that was all I withheld from you but I didn't lie"

"I dont care, all my feelings, everything I felt with you is now gone, I feel nothing" she says

my heart breaks hearing her

"I feel nothing for you, all those sparks, all the love and all the giddiness, the sexual tension, everything is gone" every word of hers hit my hear worse than a bullet

"Nandini baby thats"

"I don't wanna hear anything, I feel nothing manik. It was all a god damn lie. The butterflies I felt with you are gone" she cries

I lift off of her leaving her arms. She curls up against the middle of the bed holding a pillow to her chest as if I would hurt her

"Nandini" I whisper trying to touch her face but she pulls back being scared

i have never felt this fucked up in my life, no one has ever made me feel like this ever.

"I may be the cruelest human in this world in terms of how I torture those who deserve every bit of it, I may be rude and angry to the world but not to you. I have been my best self with you. I mhm I am mhm I am sorry for lying about the adoption and what I did" I whispered before I walked out of the room