Asmodeus- the God of LUST ✅

21. Another kidnap?

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JIMIN-

Everything around me froze, including me. I didn't even realize the call had been disconnected.

My heart was palpitating loud, so loud that I could hear her screams, loud and clear. I could feel her tense, I could feel them shaking her, breaking her. I could feel her in my eyes. I could feel myself stuck inside the black box, I could fucking feel chaos slipping away from my hands. 

I need to fucking get a grip, this is not happening again, this is not real. I pinch the skin between my thumb and forefinger, I feel the pain exploding through my hands. This is so real. As real as it can get.

This shouldn't have happened... I won't jeopardize Blue for this sake, I won't give Taehyung any more reason to kill them. Taehyung is fucking crazy and I can't make him lose his cool right now. I won't let her down. But why am I not able to come out of this trance? Why am I fixed here? Why am I shaking? I need an out, out from my head... Someone get me fucking out of here.

I'm not that child anymore... I am not the little one, I am the fucking Deus. I'll be their end, the death they call. They'll see me as their grim reaper. Get yourself together fucker.

The sudden shake of big bulky arms around me wakes me up from the dream, or more like the scene plays like a vivid movie scene in my head. Sometimes I hate my head for remembering every little thing. I hate my brain so much that I feel like battling with the fucker. 

I did so many times and the fucker always wins. Nobody can win against my mind, it has its personality and the bitch doesn't listen to anyone.

I need my peace, I need my calm. This storm might take everything away but we need the fucking calm.

"Jimin, this is not the time to go off-mode," I see Jungkook shaking me violently, yelling at the top of his lungs, he knows the situation is as deep as it can get as Taehyung is talking to someone on the call. But my attention breaks from them both when I see her running. My blue-haired menace walking away from me. This is not the time to play hide & seek, this is not the time to fucking leave me. 

This is not the time to be her stubborn self...

"STAY..." I yell through my teeth and she fumbles on her steps a little, she knows the gravity of this situation and yet she thinks she can do whatever after what happened yesterday...

She starts to jog toward the entrance and all I see is red. I might lose it all before Andrew gets to me. She needs to understand what she's getting into. She can't fucking throw herself to the wolves... She can't risk herself, they'll get to me. They'll get me through her.

"If you're not ready to answer my questions then I should find them myself..." Sometimes I hate stubbornness, this is a rare situation when you want to kill the ones you love the most but you can't. She's testing me, she's getting to my demons and I want to keep her here, even if I have to strangle her.

Her claws are so deep that my demons like to play with her beautiful hands. And she needs to fucking stop defying me every fucking time.

She'd be the death I never wanted.

"And if you step outside of this mansion... You'll meet my wrath."
"Watch me..." With that she storms away, Jungkook running behind her. She doesn't know this game, she doesn't understand this game... Not even the people who work for me do.