The Lingering Feeling

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I guess it all occured in April 2020. The world was calm and quiet before they met. The girls were at a distance from each other. One of the girls knew the other for a few years but she didn't seem drawn to her yet. But perfect timing when it is real, is true.

It was autumn here. It was spring there.

Leah is represented by a ferocious wolf. Samantha is represented by an enormous whale. They are from different places, but they still admire each other. They are proud of what they can do alone. But sometimes they imagine what they would do if they were close.

Life imitates art. Or art imitates life. Whichever it is, Leah and Samantha would create living art. The world is not ready for them. The world does not deserve such inspiring women.

They met online. I am sure of that.

They immediately clicked. It was not planned. They felt intervened. Like they met in another time or life. Or if God made a move and made them fall.

Sam and Leah used to talk regularly, and their dreams were quite similar. A good family and a nice home. Some great memories and a nice song. Their love which was growing, seemed strong.

Sam never expected to fall this hard and that this feeling would linger for three years now. Some women are unforgettable. Leah was her only sentimental wish.

Samantha loved that Leah was authentic. She was not fake at all. Leah was not afraid of herself or society, she was scared of Samantha.

That girl might explode with just a simple touch. She was fragile. She was pure love.

Leah didn't want to lose her like she did.

She wanted peace. She wanted reconciliation. But all she got was pain.

Leah fell in love again. With some woman from her country. They seem good for each other.

But Samantha never had a chance to love again. She was condemned and attached. She could never love someone else the way she still loves Leah. Her unreplaceable wolf. Her golden hair shining in the sun. Her brightest smile.

Leah was not her first love. It was her most honest feeling. 

Her delicate paintbrush.

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