She is not lonely no more. She is in love with someone else who is not me. She is far away from me, but I still feel her close. She thought she would never find love but she did. I am proud of her accomplishments, but I am jealous too. I should be the one who hugs her, who waits for her at night, who kisses her dreary eyes.
I don't know her girlfriend very well. She seems like a good girl. I don't want to attack her because she is with the love of my life. I really wish the best to both of them. Her happiness is my happiness. I can't be selfish and stubborn because she is not with me. I have to wait.
All I do is waiting for her to realize that the one who loves her deeply is me. Not matter how many years pass by, I will be there, just expecting for her touch.
It's been two years since we talked. I miss your way of speaking. I miss the way you made me feel. I miss feeling loved by you. Maybe someday you will realize you love me too.
I only dream, I only chase, I only believe. I am a dreamer for life. A dreamer who believes in destiny and true love.
I am sitting here, thinking about your face and the words I would say If I had you near me. I wouldn't resist to kiss you. Your perfect lips I saw in your pictures. Never in person, always a distant dream.
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Writings (About The Past Love)
Genel KurguImagine you find your perfect match, but it's bound to not happen in real life. You only meet online and through dreams. And you linger for them every year that passes like a core memory. You have to get used to not having them. Just wait to meet in...
