i feel alone, I won't call it lonely cuz im past that phase when i felt i wasn't enough for myself.
but this phase, does it lack happiness?
cuz nothing seems to makes me happy anymore,
not the materialistic things im asking for here,
probably just some healthy company,
probably just some empathy,
without showing a bit of sympathy cuz i know im strong,
and its not just me, so many ppl going through more,
but some empathy makes anyone feel better, does it not?
a warm tight hug from that one person, a best friend
so it wouldnt be the 'suppressing it' anymore,
not the 'pretending im happy' anymore,
cuz once all of that would be out,
I'd not have to suppress it anymore
and maybe i'll find my happiness back then.
