~♥︎~
Yoongi bites his bottom lip. Thinking.
He's big than I imagined...
And Yoongi's lips stay parted, open just wide enough and long enough for it to clearly be intentional. So, still holding Yoongi's cheek, Hoseok straightens out his shaft- a bit harder now but still soft enough, having it right in front of Yoongi's lips.
Yoongi's gaze flicks down. He gulps, his mouth closing, then licks his lips, opens his mouth wider and looks up at Hoseok again.
"Fuck," Hoseok exhales. He wets his lips too. "Sorry for not being softer."
Yoongi let's out a tiny whine, sending shivers up on Hoseok body.
"Stick your tounge out." Hoseok commands.
When Hoseok touches the tip of his cock to Yoongi's tongue, Hoseok inhales shakily and Yoongi whimpers again, his eyebrows twitching.
"Just the tip." Hoseok says quietly and Yoongi's lips wrap around him.
Immediately, he gets harder. Because he’s human, and he can’t help it. Not quite rock hard. But Yoongi doesn’t comment, holding Hoseok’s tip between his lips like Hoseok asked him to.
They look at one another, and to Hoseok, it’s a moment frozen in time. Unforgettable. Something that he’s wanted for so long, happening with someone he never imagined it would happen with. Getting what he wanted without feeling as selfish about it as he always worried he would. Because Yoongi wants it too. Looking at Yoongi's bludge, there is no way Yoongi isn't thinking about it. He is rock hard.
And it’s not sexual. Not really. Not yet. Because they decided it wouldn’t be, and Hoseok will keep that promise until Yoongi wants. Because while having this happen within a sexual situation with someone who actually wanted to have sex with him would make it better – more like what Hoseok has always imagined it being – having it this way, not sexual, purely for emotional reasons, is something special in and of itself. So Hoseok chooses to cherish it.
Yoongi's breaths are puffing out over Hoseok’s shaft, and Hoseok wills himself, as best as he can, to disconnect his body from his mind, to live this moment on a spiritual level instead of a physical one, to not get fully hard. To go softer if he can.
"Don't move." Hoseok says almost like a warning.
"I wanna get softer for you," Hoseok says. "If you move, I won’t be able to do that."
For some reason, the corners of Yoongi's eyes crease slightly. As if he’s smiling.
Hoseok exhales a laugh.
Yeah. Yeah, this is the most ridiculous sexual-non-sexual situation he’s ever been in, he agrees.
Yoongi doesn’t move again though, keeping his mouth where it is. Hoseok’s fingers find his hair, brushing through it.
The movements makes Yoongi's eye flutter shut. He looks so content. So pleased. His breath his clam and steady.
"Sorry." He apologized and keeps brushing Yoongi's hair.
Post blowjob, maybe he would have been able to keep himself soft, but not like this. Not right now. He’s too turned on. This is something he’s wanted for too long. He can’t help it. When Yoongi opens his eyes he looks clam though.
