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"It's not necessary! Only if you want to! You can clearly say no if you are uncomfortable and I know this is something really, really weird and I want you to stick to a honest answer what you feel about it-" Yoongi was rambling again. He was scared when he saw Hoseok's face turn into a frown. He feared that the small thing that they had even after the sex will be ruined and his band mate would probably be disgusted by him because all of their life they have been like bestfriends, soul mates, called each other brothers.
And now suddenly everything changed and Yoongi is saying to start a new dynamic which weirder; far ahead from the weird line. "And I am sorry to put you in this weird position. I really thought about it and I cannot stop thinking about yo- about the time we spend together that night. I have been with many doms and none of them really took nice care-" Hoseok interrupted Yoongi's words. "Hyung, let me speak." Yoongi was so embarrassed. He don't know why the random words always flow out of his mouth with no script when he's scared. "I'm sorry." He quickly added before Hoseok could continue. "Hyung.. there's nothing to be sorry about." He shifted closer to Yoongi, his heart doing this unusual beating again. And his brain was busy wording the answer before he could speak on the topic. "It's okay. I'm glad you asked me to be your dom. Kind of proud that you see me someone you trust with the things you can't share openly with anyone. And no, you didn't put me in any weird position as we have already crossed the weird line. " He chuckled. "I had been a dom to a girl fore eight months who goes into subspace before she got a boyfriend. We ended up there. Because of her, I've quite experience. Ofcourse your our needs will be different from the previous but I could definitely take a good care of you." Hoseok's pressed his lips together for a soft smile which got Yoongi's cheeks to reddened up and look away from the gorgeous man beside him. Processing what Hoseok said just now, Yoongi bit his lip, blushing by only thinking of Hoseok as his dom.
Carefully Yoongi says, "So.. should I consider this as yes?" He was biting his nails off, only stopping when Hoseok pulled his hand away from his face.
The nod was enough for Yoongi's face to get red again. "But before starting things. We need to discuss it right?" Hoseok questions. "Yes. We do." Yoongi answered he was still so embarrassed to look at Hoseok directly.
"Shall we discuss?"
"Now?"
"Yes? Or tomorrow? Whenever you want." Hoseok shifted towards Yoongi a little more. He didn't like the space Yoongi has involuntarily created.
His heart beats were rapid. He never thought his Hyung would ask him something like that and with no intention of refusing, he said yes. Should he have taken time? The question occurred in his mind but in the end he did wanted to take care of Yoongi. So why not start early, right?
"From where should we start?" Yoongi asked nervously. He had never been nervous before. He had been very much open with his needs with the doms he had before but this time it was different. This time it wasn't a random person he talked on the phone or met in club or hired someone especially for his needs.
This was Hoseok.
The person who had seen be through at his worse and best. The person who always makes him happy. The person who makes him feel certain things whenever he's around.
"How do you want me to take care of you? Do you want it to be sexual?" Hoseok questions. He waits for Yoongi for the answer. His Hyung looked so nervous and cute. Nibbling his lip and playing with his finger. Hoseok decided to tease a little more by shifting closer, now their knees touching. He tugged Yoongi's hair behind which got rapper to look at him with those kitten eyes and Hoseok's mind couldn't help but imagine Yoongi being in subspace, all needy for him with those same kitten eyes.
"Will it be okay for you if... if we went sexual?" Yoongi doesn't want to seem desperate but he is. He wanted Hoseok's hands all over his body once again, controlling him however he likes. "Yeah. It would be." Hoseok smiles with a nod. "What makes you go into subspace?" He wanted know all about his Hyung so he could take best care of Yoongi. Show him how good of dom Hoseok can be for him. "Whenever I've rough day. Or you know.. when there's pressure on us to complete our songs in minimum days. Or when we lose the award that we expected most." Yoongi takes his legs up to his chest. "When you lock yourself in the studios for days?" Hoseok chuckles. He ran his fingers through Yoongi's hair. The rapper nods, leaning towards Hoseok for more affection. And the dancer happily provide him by wrapping his hand around Yoongi's shoulders, letting his Hyung keep his head on his shoulder. "Does it everytime be sexual? Ending up with sex? Or just taking care of you?" Yoongi hums, thinking. "Whatever my dom's up to. I would like to end up however he leads me. But before most of time it does end up with sex." He shifts making himself comfortable in Hoseok's embrace. "How does it starts?" Hoseok keeps his Hyung's legs on his lap. "It usually starts with foreplay." He nods. "Tell me Hyung. What you need? How do you want it to go? Everything. You want kinks included? How do you like it? When do you like it? How many times do you go into subspace?" His hand caressed Yoongi's thigh, making Yoongi glup. "You have to tell me what do you need too. This isn't one sided right?" Hoseok looks down at Yoongi, his eyes already wanting to see him on his knees once again with his cock in his Hyungs mouth being all obedient and pretty just for him. "Ofcourse. I will tell you whatever I need too."
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Namjoon glances at Yoongi as he shows him the lyrics. He can just sense if somethings up with his bandmate. He's not concentrated at all. And when it's comes to work Yoongi is one of the most serious member to do it without any distractions. Yet, Yoongi is fumbling here and there with his actions.
"Hyung." Namjoon calls out. Yoongi only hums for the acknowledgment that he's hearing as he went through Namjoon's lyrics on the paper. "Is something bothering you?" Now Yoongi glanced up at younger. "It's nothing much." He turns the page. "You know you can share it with me, even it's nothing much." Namjoon encourages and Yoongi sighs. "Uh.." He keeps the paper at the table and rubs his nape in embarrassment. His cheeks Bruning up on thinking of the talk he and Hoseok had yesterday. "Me and Hobi finally talked it out. I told him what happened with my previous Dom." He pauses, then continues. "I kinda.. ask him to be my dom for the mean time.." Yoongi mumbles.
Namjoon raises his eyebrows being surprised by his Hyung's boldness of asking the other rapper for the it. "Yoongi-"
"I know, I know." Yoongi interrupted Namjoon, knowing what his bestfriend gonna say. "But I can't okay? I just can't do it. I don't have guts to do it. I know you told me to stop playing these little games with myself and Hoseok but this is the way I'll make Hoseok like me."
Namjoon sighs. "And what if Hoseok still don't have feelings for you? After coming so close to the person you love, will you be able to go back to being friends after knowing you and him cannot be together?" He lowers his voice after watching his Hyung's face go pouty. "I am just saying that you should confess before it's too late. Instead of hurting your feelings and living in a delusion that Hoseok will like you more if be more physical with him, you should go and confess your feelings for him and accept whatever the out come will be." He shifts closer to Yoongi. "And there are possibilities that Hoseok may start to like you too. Like you are planning but we can't ignore the other side right? It may also affect our whole group Yoongi. You know that right?"
Yoongi nods. He places his forehead on the table and looks at Namjoon. "I don't want to give up so soon."
A sigh leaves Namjoon's lips once again. "Just don't get hurt. And don't hurt him, okay?"
"Okay."
And they both know that either Yoongi or Hoseok gonna be in painful despise if Yoongi's plan took the wrong turn on it's journey.
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