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Happiness 1

Jungkook ;
What is happiness? I never saw it in my life. Maybe I am the problem? Maybe I don't deserve happiness. Am I that bad?

Author pov ;
Seoul ; 
May ;2016 ;

Jungkook pov ;
The alarm clock rang out when I opened my eyes. The sun light directly fell on my eyes. I got up with my irritating face.

After getting I straight head to my bathroom to take a shower. Well I am Jeon Jungkook, 19 years old. I am a student of Yongsan International School . It is the famous school in Seoul. I read here because my family thinks I should study in a a school where they can feel proud about me.

From childhood I never got the parent love, because Appa is a businessman and Eomma is a fashion designer. I was never a average student. I like to study . I always get 1st position for my hard work.
I eat, sleep, study and it goes in circle.

In between this boring life I have only relaxation is my boyfriend, Simon and my best friend Jia.
They always give me comfort that I seek for . Simon is caring also loving person. I am happy to have him. Eomma and Appa don't talk to me. I also don't. But I am fine. Yes I am . Or Am I?

I came out of my bathroom getting ready for school.



I looked at myself and picked up the bag. After heading down to dining room I saw as usual things. Appa is reading newspaper and Eomma is busy in phone.

I just took the bread and drank the milk. No love no care that is only thing is my life. The love i wanted give them became now a hatred. I hate them. I don't want to be with them. Now my only love is Simon. Jia my best friend os the only source of my life.

I left the house. Hoped on a car and came to school. I called Simon bit he didn't picked up. Maybe he is busy. I also called Jia. She also didn't pick up. What happened?

I entered into the classroom. Maybe they are not coming. I get a urge to go washroom. Coming to the hallway I stepped toward the washroom. When I was about to twist door knob a hard some moans and groaning sound. I am not an innocent. I am straight A+ science student. What is s*x I know very well.

"Who the hell doing it in school" I scrunched my nose in disgust. I was about to leave but some words halted me on my way.

- Ahhh ~ Simon faster baby
-ohh Jia. F*ck this is so good. You are awesome.

My heart beat reach in it's higher phase. My hands are shaking, mouth became sore tears are on the edge of falling down. I slightly opned the door. My eyes widened to see Simon and Jia kissing each other while Simon is f*cking Jia.
I closed the door slowly and ram from there. Running away I came to the open garden.

Tears broke the barrier and started to fall down my cheeks. My heart paining like hell. He cheated on me with my best friend.
They betrayed me. I thought they love me, care for me but actually it was all acting.
"Why me, why me all the time. Do I deserve this? Maybe I  the fault right. " I harshly wiped my tears and went back to classroom. They are still absent.

I picked up my bag and went to teacher room. I told the teacher that I am not feeling good. They gave me permit to come back home.

After coming back I just take a cold shower . After changing I sat down and started to think .
" I loved my family but they never. I loved Jia and Simon but they never. I wanted to happy but I get nothing. . Maybe happiness is not my thing. And I will never ask for happiness again. I will stop dreaming about happy life. But I cannot let my life ruin. I will love myself. I love myself. I love myself. "

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2 weeks passed. I am fine now . I stopped talking with Simon and Jia. When they asked me what happened. I simply told them I know everything, don't need to pretend. They also didn't try to talk me later. I am. Going to graduate in 1 month from high school. Then I will flew to abroad. Because I wanna be  doctor.

Now all I want to success. Love have duality. Happiness for a few moment. But gives you pain for the life time.

To be continued.......