Bye Nishimura Ri-ki.

Chapter 2!!

(tw: mention of suicide (but not actual suicide))

He woke up the next morning, Sunoo and Jungwon not being in the room. He looked at his arm, a massive scratch crossed his arm. The bleeding had stopped at least. He walked to the living room to find everyone cuddled up together on the couch. He missed that. He missed sleeping with his members, but for 2 nights he hadn't.

He went to the kitchen and tried making food quietly. He opened the fridge which creaked and woke up Heeseung. "God! You're so loud!" Heeseung woke up the rest of the members, but everyone blamed Ni-ki. "I'm sorry hyungs..." He mumbled. Everyone continued yelling at him. "I'm glad Sunoo cut you! You fucking deserved it." Jungwon said, it was the one sentence that made Ni-ki stop. A tear rolled down his cheeks, he ran to his room. He heard his members laughing.

Ni-ki once again got dressed and walked out of the door. He didn't walk to the park this time. He walked to the HYBE building rooftop. He sat there, his legs dangling over the edge. People may assume he was going to jump but that wasn't the case. Ni-ki simply found peace up there.

"6 days left..." Ni-ki said aloud. Time that the members could use wisely to beg or forgiveness. He knew he had to go back down before he got caught so he began to walk down the stairwell. Halfway down, he met eyes with Heeseung and Sunghoon, who were walking down. "What the fuck were you doing up there?" Heeseung asked Ni-ki. "Why do you care?" Ni-ki mumbled and walked off to the dorms.

-4 hours later-

Ni-ki had been lying in bed since then. He knew what Heeseung and Sunghoon thought he was doing, they thought he was trying to jump. He heard the front door open. Heeseung and Sunghoon walked in. "NI-KI COME TO THE LIVING ROOM! NOW!" Sunghoon yelled, Ni-ki didn't want to go but he knew he would be scolded. He walked in there and faced all of his members. "We saw you on the rooftop today. Why were you there?" Heeseung said, smirking along with the rest of the members. "None of your business." Ni-ki said in a low voice. "Were you going to jump?" Sunghoon said, clearly trying to hold in laughter.

"No." Ni-ki firmly said, but apparently not sounding convincing enough. "I know you were!" Heeseung said, finally letting out his laughter, along with everyone else. This moment made Ni-ki feel small, he was being laughed at by people he thought were family. "You should've done it! HAHA" Jay said, with laughter. Ni-ki felt his world collapse, they really didn't care about him. His family, the people he trusted... Wanted him dead. Ni-ki stormed out, blocking out the laughter of his "brothers".

He spent the rest of the day, shut away in his room. Eventually falling asleep just before Sunoo and Jungwon entered the room, just so he didn't hear what they said about him.

-Next morning-

Ni-ki woke up late, again. He looked around the room to find no one. He searched the whole house, no one. Then, he found a sticky note on the kitchen counter. 'Out at breakfast, brat.' Ni-ki didn't care about the insults anymore, more about the times they physically hurt him. Ni-ki didn't care that they left him again, he didn't want to go out with them anyway.

"5 days..." Ni-ki said.

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EXTRA SHORT CHAPTER! I'm sorryyyryyy. I wrote the first and second in one night though so.

Have a good night/day! I love yous!

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