Undying Love(Restarting)

Unforgotten history.

Reece POV

Was I just daydreaming? Imagining all of it? Did the punch to the side of my head make me suddenly enable to function?
I'm trying to grasp onto the fact that she's back.
Four years and she's finally back.
Should I be ecstatic?
Over the moon?
I very much have no idea to how I should feel at this particular moment or what I should say.
Frustration runs through my veins as confusion fills my mind making me insane. What the actual fuck is happening?

I don't know what I felt the moment my eyes laid upon the girl that I was so besotted to, the girl that I had a history that could just not be damned forgotten, the girl that had meant everything to me starting from a best friend to someone that I would require as a girlfriend, the same girl that had left me for four years with no explanation. The same girl I was just not ready to face.

Why is she back? Many unanswered questions run through my mind making me itch in anxiety whether to run up to her and spill all those unyielding questions upon her and finally get all the answers to the questions I've been holding onto for four years. But I can't, I can't because I don't want to see her. I don't want to go near her and be able to finally have the recollection of the sound of her voice, that sweet strong citrus smell that had always drove me insane.

I'm not ready to meet her yet or ever.

Today was full of unexpected surprises might I add bad surprises. Today could not have been any worst as starting the day off was having to fight Aidan who was literally asking for a good beat up. And then the unexpected meeting of Kylie had caused my emotions to go haywire as I just did not know what to do.

"Hey Man you good?" Ethan slaps my back as he moves to go take a seat next to me as we await the presence of our biology teacher.

"Just peachy." I say looking ahead not in the mood to have a conversation with anyone as this day quickly became the worst days of all.

"Where were you at lunch today." Ethan again tries to spark up a conversation I guess he just does not know when to shut up, but he is my best friend after all so I have to keep my fist at bay and resist the urge to the flip the fuck out. "In my car needed some time alone."

Ethan smirks that all knowing smirk as he places his elbows on the table and leans in winking, "With Melissa?"

I give him a stern look "Get out your phone." He gives me a confused look as he takes out his phone. "Go on google and type in 'definition of alone' and read it out aloud."

"What--why?"

"Just read it aloud."

"Having no one else present; on one's own" Ethan finished off saying then puts away his phone. "There you go; having no one else present apart from me so therefore I was not with Melissa." I give a cheesy smile which Ethan pretends to shiver at and gives a disgusted look towards my way.

"Anyways man you missed all the action between the new hot new girl and her cousin brother that shit was crazy and hilarious."

Is he speaking about Kylie? What cousin brother is this?

"Kylie's cousin attends this school." I wonder to myself how haven't I seen this cousin ever then? "He transferred new along with Kylie. Today is there first day."

"And you know all this because?"

"They sat with us in lunch today they cool as fuck. And not to mention but wow Kylie is one beautiful girl." The mentioning of Kylie's name coming out of Ethan's mouth feels foreign and completely wrong as number one: Kylie should not be here. And secondly I just don't like the sound of Kylie's name coming out of his mouth at all.