Always has been you

In my garage

Isaac:
Didn't you have that feeling that you love someone but you don't know if it is a phase? Well I do and I fucking hate that feeling.

I was at Amelia place, time passed and my friendship with Amelia was much stronger, or so I thought. She learned me so many things about guitar. After our lesson ended. Juan invited me to help him out for his car, and old Suzuki.

He was under his car, telling me what screws I have to give him. We were talking until.

"Why do you have this car, I mean it can't be fixed, you fix this car for  years." I asked. He told me about this car.

"It.." he takes a deep breath "It reminds me of my wife."

How could a car can reminds you of your wife? But I don't judge, many things reminds me of my loved ones.

"It sounds strange, but with this car I always traveled with my wife.." then he makes a pause. "God, is so hard to say in the past." The he smiles a little bit so that this conversation wouldn't be awkward.

"But now I want to ask you something, are you in love with Amelia?" Asked Juan looking at me, that question blocked me so hard, I didn't know what to say. I stayed silent, thinking... do I love her? Or just a phase?

"You can tell me, I wouldn't say to Amelia!" Said Juan.

"You promise?"

"Yes!"

"I like her a little bit!"

"A little bit more!" Then he winked at me.

"Yeah, maybe."

"So, aren't you gonna ask her out?"

"Not yet."

"Fine.."

Then we started fixing the car. But still, my mind was only with Amelia, I fell in love with her, and I don't think that is a phase anymore, like I'm thinking about her non stop. But why?

After good hours of being in the garage. We didn't fix all the car, but mostly of it was good. But I'm still thinking about what Juan told me, what makes this car so special, but we both know that not only this car reminds him of his wife. But I didn't ask to much, I just let it out.

After we left our garage, i had to go back home, I hugged Amelia tight. So that I could feel her parfume, her warm hands, her warm heart. When we were hugging I could hear a giggling behind my back, clearly was Juan. I said my goodbye and then I left, with a good feeling, but still, my brain was printed with carino.