Chapter 22
It was dark when they arrived to the next hotel, Kurt was driving and Sebastian had fallen asleep beside him.
Kurt pulled the car in the parking spot and turned looking at Sebastian.
He was really beautiful laying there all sleepy, he had one hand on Kurt's thigh, while he lay with his head thrown a little back and his mouth a little open.
Kurt had been driving while thinking about what Sebastian had, Sebastian would be going back to his own place, when they got home. And Kurt understood that, he did. It was just, he had been so use to have Sebastian beside him while he slept that he didn't like the thought about not having him beside him. He was never a deep sleeper and used to wake up to the smallest sound, but when Sebastian slept beside him, he felt so safe. Laying in his arms, and he really didn't want that to end. But he knew that Sebastian maybe needed his time alone, he hadn't been in a relationship before, and probably thought Kurt was a little clingy, and that was understandable, they had been together almost the whole time since they meet.
He looked down at his thigh, took Sebastian's hand and caressed it. He was totally fallen for him, he made a little laugh, because he still couldn't believe how that actually had happened.
Sebastian woke, looking over at Kurt. But Kurt wasn't looking at him, he sat staring down at their hands and it looked like he was thinking of something hard and he looked kind of sad.
Sebastian squeezed his hand, which made Kurt look up, he tried giving Sebastian a small smile, but he knew it wasn't that convincing.
'Come on, we should get inside ' He said, letting go of Sebastian's hand and out of the car.
Sebastian was still a little sleepy, but he could tell that something was up. He didn't think he had did something wrong. He tried thinking back, he remembered Blaine calling, then Kurt was fallen asleep and had slept a couple of hours, before Sebastian had woke him up, then they had switched places and not short after, Sebastian was fallen asleep.
He got out of the car and walked over to where Kurt was standing waiting to go into the hotel. They got the key and found their room for the night. Neither had said anything. Sebastian didn't because he was a little confused to why Kurt was acting a little off, and Kurt didn't say anything because he was afraid he may be pushing Sebastian away from him if he continued being clingy.
Sebastian closed the door and turned the lock. Then turned around finding Kurt sitting on the bed, looking down at his hands, there were fiddling around his thighs. He was biting his lips looking really adorable, but also nervous? Sebastian walked over kneeling down on the floor, taking his hands in his. Trying to catch his eyes.
Kurt looked up, seeing Sebastian looking at him concerned and maybe a little hurt. And no no no that wasn't what he had wanted from Sebastian at all. He blinked a couple of times, finally speaking.
'So, should we just go to sleep, or do you want something to eat first. I know we only eaten this morning and you probably are hungry. I could go out and get you something, though I'm really not that hungry but I would do it for you. You know if you are hungry.' Kurt said out in one breath.
Sebastian made a little laugh, which made Kurt to shut up.
'Princess, you are rambling' He kissed both his hands, before standing up, tucking Kurt with him. He took his arms around him, crowding up his space and leaned their foreheads together.
'Have i done something?' He asked,
Kurt blinked a couple of times. 'No' He squeaked out. He knew that he probably should be honest, but he just couldn't. Not when he had Sebastian beside him now, he didn't want to destroy what could be their last night together in who knew how long.
'Kurt' Sebastian said.
Kurt snapped his head up, Sebastian hadn't called him his real name since they meet.
'Please talk to me. I can practically feel your head spinning with how hard you're thinking' Sebastian continued.
Kurt swallowed, then swallowed another time.
'It's just me being stupid' He finally settled with, hoping Sebastian would let it go.
'I don't believe you. And may i remind you that you told me yesterday that nothing i say is stupid, it goes the same way for you princess'. He then pressed a chaste kiss to his lips.
'Thanks Bas. But it's really nothing' Kurt tried.
Sebastian looked at him a couple of seconds 'If you say so' He said. Letting go of Kurt.
