Today is the anniversary of my dads death it's hard to believe it but it's today
I stayed in bed till 2pm just crying, cee isn't here which honestly doesn't help at all
But I gotta get up and get ready for dinner at my moms
@love Chanel
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Liked by centralceeAnd 7,489,901 others There's not a day that goes by where I don't miss you, you were my best friend for the longest time and it's still so hard to imagine a world where all I have is memories. These flowers shouldn't even be a thing,i should be watching movies right now on the couch not writing this. I miss you every day dad. I love you to the moon and back again 30 times, forever and always 🕊❤️
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@daddyissuies: the caption made me cry, I'm so sorry honey ❤️ ^162 replies
@alabamaluellabarker: your dad was such an amazing charismatic person ❤️ ^@lovechanel: Your so right 😭 ^124 replies
@Jordynwoods: the caption says it all ❤️ ^@lovechanel: yes it does ❤️ ^109 replies
@idkek: the caption making me cry 😭 ^98 replies
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At Chanels moms house
"Hey honey how are you" mom asks
"I'm okay" I said sniffling
"Oh honey come here" she says hugging me
As soon as she Hugged me all the tears came back up
After a few mins I got a grip and sat down for dinner
"Where's Oakley" Jordyn asks
"He's on tour... I didn't tell him about today though so it's not his fault" I sighed
"Why didn't you tell him" Joshua asks
"I just didn't wanna worry him" I said
"Well if he saw your Instagram post then he probably is" she says
"Your right" I sighed
"Has he said anything" mom asks
"I um- I kinda turned off my notifications" I said
"Check them right now" Jordyn shouted
"Fine" I said grabbing my phone
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"Chanel you hurt him" Jordyn says
"No fucking duh, I'm sorry that I can't just be all happy and put together, our dads dead what does nobody understand I'm aloud to have feelings" I yelled
"Chanel calm down" John says
"Stop telling me what to do" I shouted
I started to grab my keys until Joshua stopped me
"Your not driving, your emotional and irrational" he says making me sit down
"I am not" I shouted
"Yes you are" he says
Joshua's pov
She's emotional and irrational, there's no way in hell that I'm gonna let her drive I sat down next to her to hug her and she broke, everything she'd been holding in all her tears and sorrow was coming out She cried to the point where she cried herself to sleep
A/N~ east coast lovers has 1 chapter out and I just started a new story called what if, Hope you enjoyed this chapter
