Once in the life,
you'll know it how I love
...you.
You'll feel what I felt,
careless and happier,
not like... now.
Happy with someone else,
who deserves what you have
... and I can't.
Having someone by your side,
always truly making you smile,
not like... me.
Living without all the lies,
disputes, shouts and betrayals
... what I caused.
After all this time,
you deserve something nice,
without me...
Please, stop thinking about me,
you know it still hurts, always will
... just be happy.
Please stop sending those letters,
I'll never respond, no matter,
let me go...
You think; I don't care,
but this isn't what I meant
... just let go.
You'll be happy, for forever,
without me and all the curse
... but I won't.
Can't escape it, never will,
'cause; you live in my dreams,
while I live in the hell.
