A/N:PLS READ!!! i've been going through a lot and recently had a bad episode so if i go ghost,i apologize.

~korys pov~

i wake up and bills up before me,that's how i know i slept in late,"hey baby,good...afternoon." "what time is it?" "almost 5..."  "ugh i'm sorry i slept the whole day away." "don't worry love,i'm just focused on you getting something to eat after being asleep for so long. let's head downstairs,yeah?" i nod as i get up and open the door to be met with gustav,georg,tom,and a big birthday cake that says; happy birthday bitch! now i know bea picked that out,"lemme guess,beas idea?" "how did you know?" she says popping out from behind everybody,i push through the crowd to give bea a hug,which turns into a group hug from everybody. out of the corner of my eye i see bill standing in his doorway smiling,"get over here and stop smiling like an idiot." i say to bill jokingly,he rolls his eyes playfully and walks over to me as the other walk away and stare at me and bills ATLEAST 5 minute long hug completed with about a 30 second long kiss,"happy birthday liebe." „couldn't have done it without you." i say to him. it's true though, without bill i wouldn't be here,i've struggled with so many mental issues and bills always been there,don't get me wrong everybody else (tom,gustav,georg,bea) have been there too but,bill was special. everytime i called him and sniffled even the slightest bit he came over,he always knew when something was wrong. bea interrupts me and bills moment together,"hey,kory,i have one more suprise." she says moving out of the way to reveal my best friend i haven't seen since i was in middle school,marina,"OH MY GOD MARINA?" i say running towards her to pull her into a hug,"KORY! i haven't seen you in forever!" she says. god her voice was still the same,even. marina was always with me,like all my friends thought we were secretly dating,she was my first kiss. i didn't have a crush on her,but i kissed her just because.

we all head downstairs to watch a movie and i'm sitting next to bill who is on my right,and marina and bea are on my left and gustav has his arm around bea as he's next to her. i've seen the way they look at eachother,they are in love. me and marina can't stop talking,"shut the fuck uppppp!!!" tom whines,"oh hush tom last time we went to the movies we got kicked out because of you." bill fights back,tom just sits there in silence and shrugs his shoulders. marina has her eye on georg,i think she likes him,"hey what's that long haired dudes name?" "georg?" "georg. i like the sound of that." she says. marinas always been a magnet to men,just look at her! her dark clear skin,her chocolate brown eyes that you could get lost in,it was easy to fall for her,she was stunning. and her personality hadn't changed one bit,she still was the old bubbly,funny,chill person she was in middle school.

after the movie ends me and marina decide to hangout and sleep in the living room on the couch,we start catching up and hear a noise in the kitchen,it's pitch black so we just assume it's the house. we're alone in the living room in the almost dark,just a little light from the tv. she looks me in my eyes,her beautiful brown eyes stare into mine,i look into her eyes. she moves a strand of hair out of my face and leans in for a kiss. as her lips meet mine,i realise what's going on,"marina...i'm with bill. i thought you knew that." i silently yell,"yea but wouldn't it be fun?" she says as the kitchen light turns on and georg is sitting at the table,"no marina-" i say getting cut off by the light,"what's going on?" georg asks,"nothing,i'm gonna go upstairs." i say getting up as marina looks annoyed. i walk upstairs and bill is already asleep,i lay down beside him playing with his hair,"i'm so sorry my love." i say quietly as i fall asleep.


A/N:took my whole kidney to write this shit 😭

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