•Hospital Bed•

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《A/N》
Hi it's me again.  <3

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《Your pov》

I sat on the back edge of the ambulance car with a heated blanket wrapped over my shoulders. Bill sat by me his arm draped over me, like a side hug. His hand rubbed my forearm. I could feel his rings through the blanket.

An officer stood in front of us with a note pad in his hands.
I was still very dazed, and confused while he asked me questions. Answers spilled out of me with no thought behind any.

The pure truth

My jaw felt sore, and my vision was still blurred with blood, and tears. Everything went by before my eyes.

I was soon being lifted onto an ambulance bed. I lay there with no strength held in my body. I lifted my head to see Bill tossing his keys to Tom, and hopping in the ambulance.

The doors closed and we took of.

It was quite for the first half of the ride. It wasn't awkward though. It was just simple silence. I felt a stab in my chest.

My breathing hitched.

I started to breathe heavily. My hands griped my chest as I wheezed out. I felt a hand grab onto mine. I squeezed the living crap out of it until I could breathe again.

Once done I looked around the ambulance my eyes landing on Bill's brown one's. I still clung to his hands.

We both stared for a minute.

"I'm sorry." I spoke.

"It's alright"

I laid back down.

I blankly stared at the ceiling from my hospital bed. Bill stood outside talking to the doctor.

Apparently I had a mild concussion, a broken nose, and my right arm was out of it's socket.

Hopeless.

The only thing I felt. I start to rethink everything that has happened the past 24 hours. Every step, every thought, every word.

Stupid. It was all so stupid.

I wanted to dig a hole and live there forever. Embarrassment was the only thing I felt. I was so stupid, so so stupid.

Bill walks back in and takes a seat beside my bed. I silently watch him.

"Hey", I say in a hushed voice.

"Hi", he says in a sympathetic way.

"How are you feeling?" He questions.

"I don't know, I feel all kinds of bad" I tell him, closing my eyes.

"I'm sorry for all the trouble I've caused you... I mean you don't even really know me, but you still came to help," I looked down at the hands that rest in my lap. Then back at Bill who sat there; jacket in his lap just listening,"I get it if I can't stay with you guys anymore. The only thing I do here is cause problems. I'll find a different place to stay."

"No," he leans forward slightly,"you can stay with us. I talked to the everyone already. They were fine with it" he told me,"you're not a problem you're just lost, and I wanna help you. It's ok."

I just stared at him blankly, not knowing what to say.

"R-really?" I was very thankful that he was still allowing me to stay with him after everything that happened.

Right then a nurse came in.

"I'm sorry, but visiting hours are over you can come back tomorrow when she gets discharged" the nurse says to bill.

Bill smiles at me as he stands up.

"Good night", he says before existing the room.

The nurse then proceeds to take care of my injuries. She puts my arm back in place (both my legs and my right arm were pulled out of their sockets. Now I can stretch my right elbow to my left ear. Not kidding) and bandages my cuts and scrapes. My fingers are covered in bandages and so are my arms and legs.

The nurse finishes up and begins to leave.

"You seem to be good, just ring the buzzer if you need me" she smiles before walking out of the hospital room.

I lay on the cold hospital bed in the cold hospital room with cold toes. It's all so cold.

I stare at the ceiling of the grey room a weird feeling pulling at my stomach. It almost felt like guilt, but a lot more depressing. It was a very unique feeling. I only felt this way very few times, and now I feel it again.

What a strange feeling.

My eyelids grew heavy as my vision blurred, and my mind became blank. My head turned to he side and fell asleep.

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《A/N》

Hey soooo, I hope you enjoyed this chapter I know I've been taking forever to post my chapters, but I'm gonna try to improve. I hope you have a good night/morning/day. Either or!

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《Q/N》

What's your favorite song made by Tokio Hotel?

I love you
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