An Unwritten Fear (Description)

Chapter 17; ''What is up with me?''

I guess this was it.. I was still obviously scared she killed people for her future and slight happiness, which I don't understand.. but we are girlfriends.

She hasn't been killing as much, I hope, and I'm glad she's doing well for her well-being. I think she said something about better coping mechanisms?

''Hey, Uraraka, you've been zoned out for a while now.'' Tsu nudges me as I look up at her, lost. ''Sorry, Tsu.. just thinking..'' She tilts her head. I start to pack up until she spoke again, quite unsure, ''Well... you've been thinking the whole class.'' I look up shocked. I didn't think I could zone out for so long.. why was I thinking so much anyway..?

''You're kidding, right..?'' I say sounding unsure. She nods no.

Her mask was starting to actually become cute, what if I make her one?- ''Uraraka!'' She flinches at me making me jump back. ''You're head must be crazy, what is up with you girl?!'' She sounded genuinely concerned, leaning on my desk. I guess I have been kind of spaced out lately..

''What? Why's that?'' I look at her, ''I said that out loud, huh?'' She nods, kneeling on her knees. ''I think you need some time by yourself tomorrow, nobody around, just you.'' I sigh, putting the bag around my shoulder. ''I don't know Tsu.. ditching class because I'm over-thinking? Doesn't sound like a good excuse.'' She paused, following me out the room, ''What if I stayed with you the whole day too? Me and you, no?'' I couldn't take down time with my girlfriend. ''Sure.. why not, it doesn't mean I won't feel guilty about skipping class though...'' She shrugged and walked off with Kirishima.

I haven't talked to Toga in a while.... ever since she got healed at the UA, and was let free she hasn't shown up quite often, the whole League of Villains actually.....

Uraraka 5;55 P.M; Hey, we haven't talked in a while are you alright..?

Read..

She left me on read? Kind of hurt, to be honest.. I assume she was only busy and she was.

Toga 11;21 P.M; Hey! Yeah, no Im alrijt. Jus kinda got caught up on some weird busy stuf.

I smile, I'm glad she's alright, though why was her text so sloppy?

Uraraka 11;22 P.M; You good? your text is uh-

Toga 11;22 P.M; srry, rushed rn. I'll brb tho!

She's funny, I guess I never really noticed that. I'm glad she alright. I sit down on my bed, sighing. What was up with me? I was everywhere today.... I hope tomorrow could be better-

I sit up hearing the door open, it was Tsu. ''You scared me there..'' It was clear in my voice I was exhausted. ''Sorry.. didn't know you were up.'' She walks over to me and takes off her mask, I blush a little. Her face was beautiful as always. But I've always loved her eyes.. 

She walks over to the other side of my bed. She sits down, nudging my side to get my attention again. ''I- why would I? It's 7;23?'' She smiles a little. ''Your clock is off. It's 11.'' I rub my face, sighing again. I lay down as I seem miserable, ''Hey, tomorrow will be better I promise.''

I kind of believe that, with the way her smile reassured me.. I don't notice tear roll my cheek.., ''Hey, you okay..?'' Tsu wipes my tear, I look over to her. ''I'm just over-whelmed..'' ''Why's that?'' She responds, sitting me up and holding me close. I pause for some time, letting silence grow louder. ''I.. don't know to be honest... ''I say leaning on Asui, it was silent for a while we just enjoyed our company together.

''Get some rest, okay? You'll need it.'' She says, smiling before putting her mask on and walking out. I lay back down looking at the time.. if 7;23 was 11;23.. my gosh.. 12;07..? I swear... what is up with me? Truly me, myself, and I..

I should rest, I don't know Tsu's plans but it must be good..