Falling For Him

Chapter 2: the mysterious boy

I woke up to my dad snoring and checked the digital clock on the bedside table. It was only 5:00 in the morning so I decided to go back to sleep.

This time when I woke up I was all sweaty and I realized that I had the worst dream ever.

Just then I noticed my dad was gone and I was all alone.

I wished I could jump out the window and leave and everything was fake but unfortunately it fucking wasn't.

I got up out of my bed and hesitantly walked to the main lobby.

The woman looked at me sadly as I asked politely," where is Karen kingstons room?"

She spoke a number and level and I traveled there through the elevator.

I found the room and slowly opened the door just invade it wasn't the right room. As I opened the door I was greeted by my mother who looked lifeless and sick.

In the room was also my depressed father and you could tell he was depressed from miles away.

His hasty voice spoke, " I'll uh be back I have to use the restroom."

He left opening the squeaky door. I started taking to my mom even though she was still in a coma. " hey mom. I am so so sorry and I know you have no idea what's happening. I just need you to wake up for me. Please you have to. I love you and it's all my fault, the crash. If it wasn't for me you wouldn't be here. And uh I wish you were he-"

and then it interrupted me. The blaring noise.

Why the fuck did it have to be like this???? I stared and stood in shock. My heart was racing as fast as the fastest roller coaster in the world , going in loops constantly. I ran to the emergency button. My tears poured down like a hurricane and it wasn't a pretty sight .

All of a sudden nurses rushed in and heard the blaring heart monitor.

All their faces shocked as they attempted to take me out of the room. I fought and kicked yelled at the world. I looked like a little kid throwing a huge tantrum.

Just then as things couldn't get any worse, my dad happened to walk in. It looked like he got stabbed in the chest 500 times over and over again and I couldn't do anything and I wasn't over reacting.

The nurses finally got me out of the room after I chucked all the tools and items in the room, I even gave one of them a bloody nose. Then I just blacked out.

I woke up in a waiting room I didn't remember anything, until I saw my dad and he sparked my memory.

He was crying still and his face looked dead. I looked around not wanting to remember, and met a boys gaze.

I glanced and saw his blonde hair and blue eyes screaming at me to notice him. I could see he was looking at me to wondering what happened.

And then me and my dad were called into a room.

We both were asked to take a seat by the worried looking doctor.

He stared off by saying he was sorry...," um sorry for you lost but Karen suddenly passed away.... Uh were not sure of the cause but I wish you luck."

My heart pounded faster and I stood up and shouted , " THATS IT? HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO GO ON WITH MY FUCKING LIFE? KNOWING MY MOM WHO GAME BIRTH TO ME AND WENT THROUGH THE PAIN IS GONE??? YOU TOLD ME THAT SHE WAS GOING TO BE OKAY! YOU FUCKING SON OF A BITCH LIAR."
I stormed out of the room raged and sobbing.

As I stepped out of the door, I didn't even look back to see the looks on their faces. I didn't even want to know.

Why? I don't even want to live anymore. Just then I started walking looking at my feet, and I suddenly fell.

I started angrily saying," hey watch we're the fu-" and then I looked up.

My jaw was wide open and so was his. He looked even better up close.

He apologized in a saddened voice," uh oh I am so so so sorry, I don't even know how the hell I let that happened. I wasn't even looking up, and then boom . Are you okay? I can't believe I just did that. I am such a bad per-"

I interrupted him," no I'm so sorry I didn't mean to rage on you its ok I wasn't looking , I was just mad and once again I crashed and almost hurt someone ... Except last time I ..-" I then bursted into tears.

Except last time I fucking killed someone, my own mother.

My. Mom. Is. Dead. Because. Of. Me.

Suddenly I was crying on a shoulder and I was being hugged and comforted.

He started to whisper," it's ok. I heard but it's not your fault. It's gonna be okay."
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Perfect place to end this chapter! Haha I know , this one took a while but I'll update then faster. I know everyone doesn't even read this shit anyway but anyway this isn't edited yet, I'll edit soon. We love you guys!

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