Empire: Love, Loss, & Forget

THE FINALE PT1

Chapter 23
Lu's pov
"Mmh baby?" Cookie said.

I looked back at her and turned around,"Yeah baby it's me I'm here." I sat down on the bed with her and Cookie got up on her knees. Cookie walked over to me and kissed my neck.

"I want you baby." Cookie said. She got on top of me and started kissing me. I felt her grinding her hips on me.

"Mmh baby no," I said pushing her off of me. I just couldn't, it was a lot of shit on my mind at the moment. Even though I wanted to, I jut couldn't continue to live like this.

Cookie's pov
I wanted Luscious to fuck me but he pushed me off of him which is something he never does. He's been acting weird lately. I'm losing him. I don't know what's going on with him and it's driving me insane. I started breaking down,"What the hell is going on with you Luscious?"

"Nothing." He said. "I just don't want to right now."

"Are you cheating on me?" I asked.

"No," He said, something was off when he said that but I was still confused" we need to talk."

"About what?" I asked.

"We need to break up." Lucious said, you could hear the pain in his words while saying that.

"Why?" I asked letting the tears flow.

"Because I'm not good for you Cookie. I'm a selfish man and all I'll do is hurt you." Lucious said, he still wasn't giving me enough. He is good enough for me. If he wasn't I wouldn't be with his punk ass.

"Your being selfish by breaking up with me right now." I said.

"I have to leave because I'm just gonna hurt you and before I do it I'm trying ti protect you " He said.

"How by breaking my heart?" I asked. The tears were rolling down my face.

"I'm so sorry Cookie." He said. He wiped my tears away and kissed my forehead and got up. He got dressed and was heading towards the door with his car keys. All I could do is watch it was all way to much. I was do weak at the moment.

"Don't leave me." I mumbled under my breath.

"I'm sorry I have to leave." He said. He kissed me on the lips and I kissed him back. I pulled him close to me and he slowed his kisses down. He stopped kissing me and pulled away from my lips breaking the kiss. "I love you just remember that."

"Luscious don't," I said with tears just falling down my face. He walked out the house and left me here alone. I cried my eyes out that night and for the first time in months I couldn't sleep because he wasn't with laying with me next to me.

THE NEXT MORNING
Cookie's pov
I woke up still in the clothes I had on from yesterday, I touched Lucious' side of the bed and it was cold. It hit me hard, memories flooding back from last night. I needed to clear my head, I usually don't call for my maid but today I don't have my thoughts together. I pressed the red button calling Juanita to come to the master bedroom.

" Yes mam you rarely call me"

" I know I just don't feel my best today, can you run me bath water and breakfast. Bacon is a definite"

Juanita nodded her head and walked into the bathroom. I couldn't do anything but lay where I was. I watched as Juanita walked out of the bathroom, I told her thank you and walked into the restroom. There were candles lit, rose petals in the tub and champagne. I have to give this women a raise. I step into the steaming water, grabbing a glass of the bubbly drink wishing for something a little stronger but this would have to do. All I could do is think about Lucious and my babies that area still in the hospital. I just wanted to break down and cry but I refuse to let a tear drop. Then I thought about my baby Jamal who is still taking care if his daughter and having a relationship. His album drops in two weeks and I'm ready to hear it. Hakeem and Tiana are back on for a tour because she's not pregnant anymore. My baby Andre is happy now with that but out of his life and I hope she has that baby, them rots in jail becoming somebody's lil bitch. I sat there until the water became cold and my skin was wrinkled. I just walked down stairs and ate in silence longing for Lucious' touch. I don't know where he went last night and I'm worried about him. I love that man, he says he lives he but he just won't tell me the problem. What is wrong with me. I couldn't take this anymore, I called up my girl Nicki Minaj and Lil Kim to come over. I need somebody to lay on.