Mine Again

Don't Forget About Us

Hakeem and i have been fighting crazy.. We got into a bad arguement and he left the house. Its been 3 weeks and he still ain't even try to fix shit. I took a couple days off work and spent time with the kids.

"Whats wrong mommy?"Liana asked me. She was the spitting image of her father but with long light brown hair and long eyelashes.

"Nothing baby...do you guys  want some pizza for dinner?"I asked her and Javier

"Yeah!"Javier smiled I got up and ordered pizza then put a cartoon on him. After smoking my tenth cigarette i opened my address book and looked for Irv's number. I used to mess with Irv whenever Hakeem and i went through shit. Irv was my highschool sweetheart before i started dealing with Hakeem. He was running things on the east side and always had a space in his heart for me. I called up Irv .

"Yo yo."

"Its me... ellie ."

"Wassup El. you act like you don't know me anymore."He joked

"Not that you know i've been laid up with Hakeem."

"Yeah yeah..when you ready to leave that nigga be hit me up."

"I'm ready now."

"Say that... what you got going on tonight?"

"Shit. i'm off for a couple days i'm tryna fuck and blow tree with you."I said

"Aight well put them kids to bed and imma slide."Irv said

"Ok..come by around 9."I said hanging up. I gave Javier and Liana dinner, gave them a bath then laid them down in their rooms. Irv came over and we went into my room .

I took off my clothes flinging them to the side. Irv began sucking on my neck and biting on my tits as i laid on the bed. I knew what Irv liked and he ain't like no talking , straight business. My hair was fucked up and my body ached but he came and did what he was supposed to do. After fucking for hours on i laid next to Irv in the same bed Hakeem and i once laid in. 

"I don't know why you stay with him. you know how i am when it comes to you."

"You don't understand .. i have kids to him."

"I have kids to Alaina...i still left her. Them kids need to see you happy. We both know you ain't."

"Give me some time Irv... i'm not ready to let go of him and i don't want to let go of you either."

Irv sat up and put his sweatpants on and grabbed his phone.

"I ain't ever letting you go but i don't want to keep being the nigga you run to when you and him beefing either."He said

I stood up an kissed Irv then walked him to the door.

"Give me some time Irv."I said . He waved me of jokingly and i laughed . I watched him from the window as he drove off. An hour later Hakeem pulls up. A darkskinned girl with braids sat in the passenger seat. She was applying lipstick and eyeing the house. I got the kids dressed and walked outside with them.

"What time are you bringing them back?"

"I'll be back tomorrow."He said while placing the kids in the car.

"Call me before you bring them back ..."

"Tisha this is Ellie ... Ellie Tisha."Hakeem said getting in the car.

"Hi."Tisha smiled. I looked her up and down then waved to the kids before going into the house. Even though i was doing me .. I damn sure wasn't okay with him flaunting this girl around town. I was confused and hurt that he was even popping out with someone after only being broken up for 3 weeks.  I did what  i did but i would never disrespect our kids and pop out with someone so soon . A part of me still loved him as much as i tried to act as if i didn't.