I hate this. I'll be doing just fine and then all of a sudden, everything crashes and I feel like shit. I feel worthless, unwanted, unloved. It's.. this is getting to the point it's torture and it's making something as simple as inhaling impossible. I'm so fucking tired of this. I want to be okay. I'm tired of having constant depressive episodes and not being able to go more than two hours without hurting myself (because that's how the last two weeks have been) and it's.. I'm so, so tired. I want to be okay
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Randomvents. severe tws. don't read if easily triggered Most of these will seem like a cry for help. I assure you, then are not. I just have to get these feelings out somehow before I actually explode.
