𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 𝐢𝐬 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞 | 𝐌𝐚𝐭𝐭𝐡𝐞𝐨 𝐑𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐥𝐞

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Y/n's POV

5 : 3 2 a m

This hangover is probably the worst hangover I've ever had. I tossed and turned and could not go back to sleep.

Ugh I'm still in the same clothes.. I thought to myself and got up to go change.

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I ended up taking a long shower and doing some self care, so now I was tidying up the room. When I realized Mattheo wasn't here, I suspected him to be sleeping on the floor or couch because of how much we drank. But he was nowhere to be found.

Then there was knocking at the door.

I walked to the door expecting it to be Mattheo but it was a half crossfaded Pansy. 

"Pansy what in the hell are you doing here...?" I asked kinda surprised

"I told you I would come and check..... On you.." She slurred

"Oh my god" I said under my breath and internally slapped myself

"Let me walk you to Draco's room because I'm a little bit busy.." I offered, and slung her arm across my shoulder

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We arrived at Draco's room and I just opened the door because he's a heavy sleeper and wouldn't get up if I only knocked. I put the half asleep Pansy next to him and left.

'Now time to go find Mattheo' I thought to myself

I walked up to the Astronomy Tower knowing he was there, and like always he was there smoking a cigarette. 

Mattheo's POV

"You know smoking is bad for you" I heard an Angelic voice say

'So are you' I thought but didn't say 

"So what, no one cares.." I said tired and hungover after not being able to fall asleep

"I care" then she grabbed it and smushed it on the concrete

I just starred into those dark chocolate colored, She's so.. I don't know but my heart always aches and craves her around me. Every-time shes not with me I feel.. Afraid.. that she isn't safe. I would kill anyone to keep her happy, and safe, she could just give the word and I'll do it. She can say anything and I'll do it... She really does have me wrapped around her finger.

"I Love you" I said the three words I thought I would never say

A wave of confusion, shoke, sadness, anger and... Love washed through her eyes.

She tried to speak but no words could come out.

What if she didn't love me back... all those feelings did she not feel.. I was scared she doesn't feel the same.

When I looked she grabbed my face and smashed her lip onto mine, I kissed her back. This kiss was like no other it was... Pure Love.. something I've never experienced before. We were fighting for dominance in the kiss and she sat on my lap. She broke the kiss and laid her forehead on mine.

"I Love you too" Those words made my heart melt

We stared into each other's eyes for the longest time.

she got up with a tint of pink washed over her cheeks"I think we should go to bed.." and she started walking with her back facing me.

 I smiled and followed her. 

Y/n's POV

When we arrived at the dorm Mattheo was passed out on the bed

My heart was still pounding from the three words he said earlier

Flashback

I stared at him waiting to  respond and after a solid minute he responded with the three words I was craving for him to say.

"I Love You"  He starred at me than looked down.

I didn't know what to say but all I knew I loved him way more then he loved me

End of Flashback

I started tidying up the room getting things ready for tomorrow

When I sat by him in bed.. I realized how cute he was, sure all you saw was hot and intimidating. But he's actually pretty cute, which i mostly prefer.

I moved his curly locks to the side and stared at him

"Are you just going to stare or sleep" He sleepily said, and pulled me closer so I could feel his body heat

I snuggled my head into him and fell asleep.

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I woke up in a cold room, but engulfed in warmth I opened my eyes to see Matheo. My heart immediately softens, I move his beautiful soft curls out of the way to see his face. His clear skin, long eyelashes, scar on his nose, everything about him was perfect.

"Mattheo.." I softly say

He gave a soft raspy hum in response

"Do you think things are going fast..." I said in an uncertain tone

He opens his deep chocolate eyes to look at me, and his grip around me tighten

"I don't know and I don't care, but I will always wait for you. I'll wait till you're ready, and I'll be with you every step of the way. So if you don't want to go public now, I'll wait till you're ready.."  He said softly and carefully and gave me a soft kiss on my nose

"...Thank you Mattheo... I really appreciate that.." I softly smile

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Hey  ya'll

sorry for being gone for so long

I've lost lots of motivation to finish this story, so I'm debating if I should just discontinue it

I'll make other books but I don't really know what to do with this one

Love ya'll <3