The feeling of being a therian

Therians.

A therian is someone who identifies as a non-human animal. They love nature, the act like an animal (make masks, tails, do quads and trots, running and enjoying nature). It's amazing when you are a therian, because you have a freedom in the nature and you can run around, be alone and do whatever you want. Therians learn how to do quads (jump), trot (kinda like walking, but a little faster), run as an animal and more! Here is my story:

So ever since I was born I have this quick episode/memory of me running, climbing up a tree and ending up jumping on a big branch. In this dream I was a wild cat.! Here comes even something weirder...When I start dreaming I'm not a human! I shapeshift into a cat. In every dream I transform into a cat and I start running on the street being chased by something. I remember how I just run like an animal and I jump all around, but really high and I can see my fluffy paws! Or if I don't dream that, I dream about this episode that I told you about. I run straight in a forest, climb on a tree and end up jumping on a big branch. I don't even remember how I died..it just ended! I don't feel good sharing it with other people, because when one time I did they thought i was crazy and I had problems, so I decided to stay quiet about it and try to forget it! I'm an animal lover and I love nature and animals more than EVERYTHING. There is freedom, aniamls, beautiful sounds, beautiful places and it never ends! It's a forever heaven as I call it! Before 1 month or something I was scrolling in TikTok laying on my bed chilling. I saw this video where there was a girl who was in a mask and a tail running and then jumping really high! Her user in tt is "🦴Opal🐟". I saw her the moment I saw it I just thought "that's me". I felt like I saw my dream! I searched up her account and found out she's a therian. I didn't even know what it meant! I searched it up and I thought "That's just like me!". I started searching for more therians on tt and what they did was amazing! I was watching them for a few days and I already felt like I'm a therian. I knew it! I started doing quads and trots, running and these. The craziest part is that I didn't watch tutorials! I just did it from the second I tried. That's how I became a therian. Now I ordered more masks to come and for me to style them and wear them in my account! I haven't done any videos yet, but I will! Being a therian is an amazing experience! You have the freedom! And here come the bad news...I needed to share it with someone. First I told my mom and she said it's okay, but at first she said "No that's crazy, don't go in that direction!", then I explained more and she said "It's okay dear, I'm love you In every way! Just be yourself". Then I pretended that I didn't know what's a therian and I asked my grandparents "Grandpa, what's a therian?" And he said "Ugh I know what it is. It's really stupid like why would someone want to be like an animal? They need help. Why are you asking anyways?" I told him I just saw it in a video and I wanted to see what it meant and I walked away. It broke me! And what hurt me more? The kids from my school have a gc and every kid is in it. Patrick (a kid from my class) started saying "Bro that thing with furries and therians are so bad!" And the other ones were like "IKR?". I didn't say a thing. Before two days I told my grandparents and they were mad "WHY DONT YOU HAVE A NORMAL LIFE?? YOU WANT TO BE AN ANIMAL!?!? ITS CRAZY! YOU NEED TO HAVE A GOOD LIFE, GOOD HUSBAND AND A GOOD JOB". They were disappointed. I went crying to my room and I realized something. Sometimes some parents don't care about you being happy, but being a good and smart person with a good job and life. Do they know that we are humans with feelings too?! Why don't they care about me being happy? They don't know how I am happy. I think that parents should let their kids be whoever they want. Let them feel confident and happy! Let me tell you something dear, NO ONE, BUT NO ONE could ruin your future. This is your life, your choice. You are the god of yourself! Never EVER let anyone ruin your hopes and let your dreams fall apart. You are the controller or your body and mind, you tell it what to do. No one can take that away from you. Fight for what you love and be yourself! Fight for love. You can be a fighter if you are not a lover, because if you can't fight for your love, then what is this love..? You can change the world. YES YOU! You right here reading this. You are like everyone else. Breathing and same air, same body everything! You just need to fight for it! Don't give up okay? You got this. And another thing. Don't think about the past, think about the now and the future. Don't worry about the things you can't control, because you just can't change it! Worry about things that are NOW. That you can fix! It's getting late and I gtg to a friend sleepover. I'll talk more about therians, life and advice. And MEOWtivation. Stay safe, be yourself and never give up. NEVER GIVE UP. I hope I helped you with this speech of mine! Byee!