41
You sing her the song
I always sing to you
You tell her the poems I wrote
Pouring my heart for you42
Why are you still here?
When you are with me
And you think of her
Why am I still here?43
Morning headaches
That occur with the morning light
Morning headaches
That last until the dead night44
You make me laugh
With every social media post
Make me fall in love
With poetry and prose45
There's an eternal sadness
An infinite anxiousness
That hits in between moments
Whenever I am reminded of you46
It's hard to sleep
The room, too dark
The sheets, too cold
And tears, hard to hold47
I should be very careful
Because in a misstep, a mistake
The cracks in my ceiling
Will leave this house crumbling48
I wanna die,
But I can't kill myself
So in this boring life,
I kill time instead49
How can two eyes
Be filled with a thousand lies?
How can you flash smiles
While your heart slowly dies?50
I've been wandering in this vague way
I've been wondering all day
When will this fog go away?
I hope to see a clear path someday