Cold hearted

"Why can no one be happy on my way?"

The next day I went to school and told everything to Boeun.
My date with Minghao, Hyunjin stalking me, my kiss with Minghao and me fighting with Hyunjin. Boeun was happy and angry on my way and we ended the break with a laugh.
Luckily I don't have any classes with Hyunjin today, so I will be able to keep my distance.

When it was lunch, Minghao and I had planned to introduce him to Boeun.
I was really happy to finally show her, him.
Me and Boeun sat down with the food in front of us when Minghao approached.
He sat down and introduced himself to Boeun.
We talked and I think Boeun liked him, because she smiled the whole time.
It really feels like my life is at ease now.
I have a wonderful lover and my best friend has met him.
And when we both are done with college we can work at the same hospital.
I have heard that doctors don't get a lot of free time, but if we work together we will see eachother everyday.
It's okay that Hyunjin doesn't like him.
He is in no position to tell me who I should be with for me to care.
The lunch break was over and we said goodbye to Minghao.
When Boeun and I walked back I stopped and looked at her.
"So, how do you like him?", I said with a bright smile.
"To be honest I'm with Hyunjin on this.
It's something weird about him", she answered, looking at me sad.
I had never thought those words would leave her mouth.
"Can't she be happy for me either?".
Why is she taking Hyunjins side?
I looked at her with my mouth open and eyes big as the moon.
"You too? I don't see what you guys think is wrong with him, but cant you just be happy with me?", I shouted while tearing up.
"No Jisoo, it's not that, it's just...."
I stormed off before she could finish.
I ran to the bus station and entered the bus.
I rode the bus all the way home, locked myself in, ran up the stairs to my room and bursted out crying on my bed.
"Why can no one be happy on my way?".
I get it's weird that we got so fast together, but there's nothing wrong
with that.
I have left everything and everyone back after I did the mission.
I lost my life and now I'm trying to build it up again.
Why aren't they supportive?
I knew I shouldn't have doubted Hyunjin, I knew he was mean from the first moment I saw him coming through that door back in my mission.
After I was done crying for some hours i layed on my back thinking about my life.
What is my family doing now?
Are they sad?
How big has my baby brother grown?
What would my life have been if I didn't take the missions?

Suddenly I heard a pling from my phone.
I grabbed it with little motivation and looked at it.
I sat up when I saw a text from Minghao, maybe he can help me with my mood.
I opened a text message and read the text.
"Wanne go to a restaurant?".
I accepted.
I went to the bathroom, took a cold shower to get my puffy eyes away and put on some clothes the boys had told me were pretty.
I could not ask them to find clothes today because they were out on a mission with Leeknow again.

When I was done I ran downstairs while screaming
"I'm heading out", so the guys knew where I was.
Bangchan came walking as I was putting on shoes.
"Date?", he asked.
I just smiled as a yes.
As I walked out the door I could see Hyunjin approaching Bangchan in my side eye.
I didn't care and walked over to Minghao to start our date.

Hyunjin took his car key out to follow Jisoo again, but Bangchan took a grip around his wrist to stop him.
Hyunjin looked at him weird.
"I heard your fight yesterday, and I think you should let her have fun.
I won't let you ruin her date again", Bangchan told Hyunjin, closing the door.

I looked at Minghao with a smile. He made my day as I hoped.
He was so handsome while driving. "Are we a couple now?", I asked him to get a concrete answer.
"no", he answered in a cold tone.
I looked at him with surprise while he had his eyes on the road.
"Not?", I asked, but got no response.

We drove ten minutes in silence before I broke it.
"Where are we going?".
He still didn't answer and I started to get scared.
My eyes started to burn too. "Minghao i want to get off".
He didn't react.
"Minghao!", I raise my voice.
"Stop the car!!", I screamed in frustration and horror.
Suddenly he turned the car to the right and drove into a construction field.
When he stopped the car the first thing I did was to open the car door and run, but I didn't get long before he grabbed my waist and swung my body on the gravel.
I felt the rocks scrape my knees and elbows.
It wasn't that smart to have on a dress.
Minghao got on top of me and started to hit my face and stomach. I started to cough up blood. Minghao stopped up and I got some time to breathe and think about what was happening.
He walked off me, bent down to my head lying on the ground and looked me in the eyes.
Suddenly an evil smirk formed on his lips.
"I can't believe you actually thought that I liked you", He said while smirking.
My face was now burning and it felt like my ribs were broken.
I looked at him angry and betrayed. "To be honest you are a little cute though", he stated.
He took a grab of my yellow flower dress and dragged me on my legs. Before I had the chance to fall down to the ground again because I was weak, he slammed me over his shoulders and carried me inside the construction building.
There were twelve other boys standing inside the building with weapons in their hands.
I felt the fear running down my spine.
Minghao dropped me hard on the ground, with my back facing a pole. He took out some handcuffs and locked me to the pole.
Then he bent down to my level and smirked again.
"The only reason I approached you in the first place was to use you against that mafia group you live with.
If we defeat them, our group will be at the top of every mafia groups", he said, still smirking.
My tears were now running like Niagara falls.
They were running because my body hurt as hell, and because the boy I had fallen in love with had lied to me and now was using me. "But just chill. When we are done with beating your gang, we won't kill you".
His head came closer to mine and was now only an

inch away, but this time I didn't get butterflies.
He started to whisper.
"I was thinking, sex doll", he said smiling like a creep.
I got chills from top to bottom and top again.
"Bangchan please save me, and Hyunjin you were right about him".

Minghao's gang, seventeen had sent an anonymous message to bangchan's gang, stray kids.
There they wrote that they had Jisoo and if they wanted her back they needed to get her.
If they didn't come she would become a sex doll.
They also added the address of course.
When bangchan saw this he called all the members to a meeting.

"Are we going to save Jisoo and risk our group, or are we going to drop her?", Bangchan asked the others. "I want to fight", Hyunjin said right away, not caring to think about it. "Me to", seungmin joined.
"Me three",
"me four",
"me five",
and so it continued.
It was decided.
They will try to save Jisoo while risking their group's name.

They drove two cars to the construction field.
When they had come to the destinations they ran out of the car and into the construction building. They were met by the other gang standing around Jisoo's passed out body.
The two gangs looked at each other. It was the 13 from seventeen against the 8 from stray kids. Hyunjin made the first move and the fight started.
The gangs hit each other with metal pipes and cut each other with knives.
One thing was clear and that was that no one would come out of this fight clean and painless.
Hyunjin had just hit Vernon from the seventeen gang so hard that he had passed out.
He turned to Jisoo and started to run to her, but Minghao blocked his way.
Minghao looked at Hyunjin with a smirk symbolizing a "one on one" fight with Hyunjin.
They both dropped their weapons to the ground to get a fist fight.
The two boys stood there, looking each other in the eyes to scare the other before, Hyunjin broke the wall and made a flying hit right in Minghao's face so he falled to the ground.
Minghao came fast up and spited a claw of blood and saliva on the dirty ground.
He looked angry at Hyunjin and extended a punch going toward Hyunjins face, but he got stopped. Then he took a spin and kicked Hyunjin in the stomach so he fell to the ground.
Minghao got on top of Hyunjin and hit him hard in the face with his fist, and again, and again until Hyunjin broke the cyclus and twisted the situation around. Hyunjin was now on top of Minghao, hitting him in his face. They both were soaked in blood. Before Minghao could try getting up Hyunjin grabbed a metal pipe laying on the ground and hit it hard in Minghaos head so he started to bleed through his skull.
He would not die, but probably be in a coma for a week or so.
Hyunjin got up from the floor and started to halt his way to Jisoo.
He sat down on his knees and brushed her bloody hair away from her face.
Then he took the handcuffs off of her.
Hyunjin picked Jisoo up in a bridal style and turned around to the other boys waiting, soaked in blood. The seventeen group had already left the building since one of their leaders was down.
Hyunjin carried Jisoo to the car and holded his arms around her all the way back to the house.