Chapter 11

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by browneyedwriter_

by browneyedwriter_

*buzz buzz*
"What the fuck." I mumble as I roll over to check my buzzing phone. it's 3:24 in the morning who is texting me. I unlock my iPhone and see and unknown number. i open the text.
From Unknown: if you ever go near Luke again you'll regret it. IM watching you Lucy.
From Lucy: who are you?
I feel my cheeks heat up from anxiety.
From unknown: I'm your worst nightmare...
I can hear my heart pounding and I start to shake.
From Lucy: WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU!
From unknown: I already told you. And remember I'm watching you.
I pull the warm covers off my shaking body. I walk to my window and look out side. I feel my phone buzz in my hand
From unknown: I see you...
I throw my phone to the ground and scream, loudly. I fall to the floor shaking and crying uncontrollably. I hear the door open and I see beau running to me. "Lucy what happened? Are you ok?" I hear beau ask me in concern. I see him try to put his hand on me and rub my back but I quickly scoot away. "Lucy?" He moves closer "DONT COME ANY CLOSER!" I scream at him tears streaming out of my eyes rapidly. "What happened?" He asks concerned.i slide my phone over to him "read..." was all I managed to choke out before I fell to the floor once more from crying so hard. "What the fuck! Who is this!" I hear beau yell after he read the message. i hear more foot steps coming into the room. I look up and see the rest of the boys reading the messages. "Lucy? What's going on" I hear Luke ask me "how the fuck an i supposed to know!" I scream at him I see him start walking over to me "NO!!" I scream at the top of my lungs causing everyone to be dead silent. "EVERYONE GET OUT! I DONT WANT ANYONE TO GET HURT!" I screamed sobbing. They all give me concerned looks and start to walk out. skip is the last one he turns and says "were hear for you forever and always." he gives me a sad smile and closes the door. I slide down the wall I've been leaning on and cry even harder. ever sense I moved in with these boys I've only caused them pain I've ruined there life's. every time I get close with people something always happens and fucks everything up. They probably hate me now too. I get up and walk to my ensuite I get to me medicine cabinet and I pull out my blade. I put it to my wrist and take a deep breath. I slide it across my skin and I feel the relief as the blood comes trickling out. I cut a few more times and I grab some tissues and I hold them to my wrist to stop the bleeding. I look up from my wrist and look in the mirror. I look very pale and my eyes are red from crying I'm such a mess. I decide to take a quick shower to try and calm down.

After my shower I put on a baggy light pink jumper and black leggings. I walk over to my bed and lay down. I stare at the ceiling and think about everything that just happened in the past hour. why does this happen to me... why me? I think to myself as I doze off.

Why me...
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