The Guys Next Door (luke brooks fanfic)

Chapter 14

The boring show we've been watching finally came to an end.

I stretched for a little bit and stood up. I felt really depressed for some reason and I felt my wrist start to burn.

Why is this happening nothing is going wrong. "you need to cut." my brain tells me over and over and over again. I slam my eyes shut and try to block the horrible thoughts out of my mind but it didn't work.

"I need to use the toilet." I tell Luke a little bit to urgently.

"Are you ok?" He laughs looking up from the TV.

"yea I just really need to pee." I say laughing nervously.

"ok?" Luke says obviously confused.

I nod and jog up the stairs. I feel so upset and depressed and I have no clue why!

I walk to my room and pace back and forth. I look at the bathroom door I know what's in there.

Relief.

I hiss in pain as I press down on my cuts to stop the rapid bleeding.

"Lucy!?" I hear luke call from downstairs.

"Yes!" I call back

"are you ok you've been in there for fifteen minutes?" He says

"shit" I whisper "um I'll be right down!" I call down to him.

"ok" he says confused.

I make sure I'm not bleeding anymore and go to my closet and put on a black sweater.

I run down the stairs and plop down on the couch next to Luke.

"Are you feeling ok?" he asks with concern in his voice.

"Yeah! why wouldn't I be? I reply looking at the hard wood floor below me.

"Well to start things off you're extremely pale and your shaking." He says turning his body to look at me.

"I'm just a little under the weather I guess." I reply looking at him putting on a fake smile.

"Do you need anything? He asks scooting closer to me and giving me a quick kiss on the cheek.

"Nope I'm ok. I think I'm just going to take a nap upstairs." I say

I look over to Beau who is looking at me a bit funny but I don't know why.

"Ok see you soon. Feel better." he says hugging me.

"Thanks!" I say standing up and walking upstairs.

*BEAUS POV*
I hear Luke and Lucy talking and it sounds like she dosent feel well.

I open my eyes and the first thing I see is Lucy. she has one of her sleeves rolled up a little and I see loads of fresh cuts.

"Damn it Lucy!" I think to my self.

I know she isn't felling sick and that she's pale from what she just did to herself.

She looks down and me and smiles but I don't smile back. I look at her and shake my head and roll over tears threatening to come out of my eyes.

"How can she do this to her self." I question myself in my head as the hot tears roll down my cheeks.

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SORRY FOR ANOTHER SHORT CHAPTER. IM ON VACATION AND I DONT HAVE MUCH TIME TO WRITE BUT ILL TRY AND MAKE A LONGER CHAPTER NEXT TIME💖PLEASE VOTE AND COMMENT.