The Tyrants Queen

why me!

I had gotten so carried away with this whole write down your feeling thing that I didn't hear the first chime of the town square clock.

"Shit! Ive got to hide this!"
I whisper shouted trying to be quiet so the person at the door wouldn't hear me.

Everytime i talk the realization hits me that this body isnt mine my voice is different, my tone even my accent.People in drixi have this weird scottish accent thats so different than my normal broklyn-y accent.
Like instead of saying scottish they would say ~Scouttish~

"Princess are you ok!"
The person shouted from the outside the door worried

"I'm fine just a minute" I shouted back trying to conceal the obvious panic in my voice.

I worked as fast as I could stuffing the peice of paper in the bottom drawer of the vanity along with the feather and the ink bottle.

When I was done, I turned the chair towards the door , sat up straight,squared my shoulders and put my arms in my lap like

~a dignified lady~

I used the most regal and polite voice to say "please come in".

The person slowly entered the room .The first thing i spoted was their catching aubern hair which was tied up in a bun with two simple braids from the front rapped up into it. Thank goodness it was Aishal. I was filled with immediate relief as my pretty princess posture disappeared.

Ive come to notice that throughout the week a different maid comes to my room everyday. So, that would mean that today is lunari ( means Monday in the kingdom).Thats when Aishal comes.

Aishal was a new maid that arrived at the Palace about 2 months ago so we bonded like sisters because she too was as new to the Palace as I was.but ofc she didn't know that.

Aishal had fair skin and was the sarcastic type although she couldnt exactly say it out loud because the nobels had the power to ruin her .She only made sly remarks under her breath that somtimes made me giggle.

Aishal was 20 meaning that she was one year older than the princess Evilin /aka me.Which meant she saw herself as my older sister and caretaker.ofc she could never know that im a full 27 year old in this 19 year old body . So i watch over her secretly.mainly because shes the one true friend Ive made in this world which makes me feel a little less lonely.

Aishal closed the door slowly then quickly stormed over to me.she was wearing the usual maid uniform which was a dark green floor lengh dress with long cuffed sleeves and an apron over top.the dress was a sort of plaid with a slightly lighter green in it.

"Tell me what's going on right now Evi!" she said standing right infront of me,arms crossed and narrowing her eyes at me.

I didnt want her to know about my adventures in starting a dairy and all the other stuff so I played dumber than a doornail.

"I dont know what your talking about Aish ,everything is fine and dandy"
I said leaning back on my chair, crossing my arms and scowling slightly like she was accusing me of something unspeakable.

"Evi ,fine. And .dandy now I really know somethings up" she said laughing at my lie like it was a joke.

"Evi even Odin could hear the panic in your voice and hes in Jehanim"(Odin=their God jerhanim=heaven)

the people in Drixi,
tend to use alot of biblical imagery ,for everything ,even in jokes.and its when Aishil does it i remember that im so out of place here and that ill never be with my family agian but enough sadness.

Girl really thought using biblical illusions would get me to spill all my secrets but not today.

"Aish It wasn't lieing" i said shuffling my chair back towards the vanity.