Light it up (Sasunaru)

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Another day.

i look around in the school park for my phone. they stole it again, because i'm certain i put it in my bag. i sigh as i search throught the bushes.

i feel a foot on my but and pushes me roughly in the bushes. i groan and try to get only to get pushed down again by one of Sasuke's followers. ''Well look who is on his place'' he snickers beating on my chest with his foot. i gasp and try to keep my muscles filed, but it still hurts.

''It looks on him'' I hear a dark sneering voice. he's here again, obviously what would dogs do without their owner? i don't look up at them, i know the sight anyway. they'll be laughing and grinning, proud at their work.

after another few kicks they walk away to the next lesson. i still need to find my phone...

i look around, i can't really tell kurama i lost it. after all he worked hard to give it to me for my birthday. we don't have a lot to spare. he works to support both of us.

finally i find it, it's on top of the statue in the fountain. i put my shoes and socks off, roll my trousers up and walk through the water and gets my phone. i'm glad it wasn't IN the fountain. i walk out of the fountain and gets a towel out of my back, dry my feet and put my socks and shoes on again.

next lesson. P.E.

in the lockerroom i chose a spot in the back and begin to undress. no one notices me yet. good. my body, full of bruises, no one cares. if it would be child abuse or bullying like it is. no one bothers, no one cares. that's our society, a society of not giving a single fuck about others. just trying to have a peasefull life. i would have had that if it wasn't for that raven haired sadist. sometimes i whish i could just dissapear in thin air. start over without meeting him.

i have thought of suicide, i can't deny it. it just hurt to much.

but i can't do that to Kurama, i'm his all, he cares for me like a brother, a son, a friend. he has little relations with other people, he is always working but finds time to spend with me. i'm to gratefull to him to let that go all to waste.

no i will survive. this phase will pass after graduation, then i'll study and after that work so kurama doesn't have to strain himself anymore. i'll be no burden anymore, then he can find a relationship, get children. living a normal life.

after i'm dressed i go into the sport hall.

an usual P.E. lesson. when we needed to get partners, i got no one and ended up with the teacher. awkard. with stretching he nearly broke my legs and he was way to close. wouldn't be suprised if he was gay to. but i'm more open to people who are gay because i'm that myself. maybe how others look at gays, is how i look at straights. nah, i bet it isn't the same, after all being gay is a so called sin and we go to hell. but i'm sure hell is a lot more fun then heaven where all the goodies go to. just sayin, i think it's a lot of fun with all gays in hell.

i stayed back to clean up balls and sticks and ropes and stuff. with yeah, you guessed it, the teacher chose the one guy i didn't want to be with. Sasuke.

after we were done with that we enter the locker room... now it will come, out of the sight of a teacher.

i return to my corner and put my shirt off and halfway it gets pulled back and i feel a knee against my spine. i groan in pain and strength leave my legs and i fall down.

he pulls me up and puhsses me against the wall. ''You got me in a bad mood'' he growl before he knees my stomach making me gasp and cough and grabbing my stomach.

i look down and see a faint light at the place where my heart is.

Oh

''No, fucking way!''

Sasuke jumps back and looks at his chest. he pulled the words out of my mouth. ''You?! you are my soulmate?! you gotta be shittin me!'' i yell angry. he looks a little taken back at my sudden reaction while i normally don't react.

''That should be my line you twerb!'' Sasuke yells angry.

i slowly stand up and cough as i still feel my back and stomach. ''You think i'm happy?! i wanted a nice guy who could treat me right!'' i yell angry

oh shit.... i told it

''Guy? Guy?! your a fag?!'' he jumps back disgusted. ''I'm gay, fag is kind of rude'' i say not caring anymore. ''if you want to tell your buddies, fine, but i'll tell them your chest lit up with mine'' i smirk. i got finally material to blackmail him.

''You wouldn't do that''

''And why not? it can't really get much worse, only one person dragging down with me isn't so bad'' i chuckle evily.

''You... asshole!'' he throws a punch at me but i easily dodge, he is overcome with confusion and anger, he can't aim and think straight. i grab his wrist and throw him over my shoulder. ''Here are my conditions, you won't tell anyone about my preference in love, second, cut down on the bullying, especially with my stuff'' i say looking down on him.

roles have turned i guess... but i won't be like him, i'm not that low.

''Fine, but if you tell anyone anything, everything will become worse'' he growls as he stands up again looking down on me. ''And my condition is that we don't ever speak about this. ever!'' he strips and goes into the shower, i do the same. ''I don't want to shower with a fag'' Sasuke growls. ''To bad'' i say as i step into the shower and take a glance at his body.

ah come on, i can't help it. he got a sexy body and downtown isn't small either. can't deny my urges to look at something beautifull, even though the inside is pretty rotten.

he goes out fast, dries, dresses and leaves. i do the same but in a relaxter speed. and i go out. maybe it will change earlier then thought....

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