All for you ~ Tony stark

23

Chapter 23
Warnings: none

Y/ns pov

I woke up, and I see him sleeping next to me. I open my eyes, and I see Tony. I rub my eyes to make sure I'm not dreaming, but then I remember yesterday. I smile and stare at him for atleast a minute. Did he actually sleep next to me? I'm in a slight shock and I can't help but smile while looking at him being so peaceful. I release a huge sigh I didn't realize I was keeping in, and then I put my hand on his chest. I touch his arc reactor, and then move my hand next to it, just resting it there. He is shirtless since that's how he slept last night, and now I'm stuck staring at him, and his arc reactor. I can feel him move a bit so I look up to his face and see him smiling at me. He is now awake. And he saw me staring at his chest. Great. I smiled at him as well, not knowing what else to do.

"Were you just staring at my arc reactor?"

Well, you could say that, but it was more of I was staring to your chest, stark. And that's creepy as hell. Not really, but it's still weird. I made a pause before answering him, but I didn't get the chance to speak.

"Does it bother you?"

I darted my eyes at him with his question.

"What?"

Does he mean the arc reactor? Seriously?

"The arc reactor.. does it bother you that you won't be able to lay on my chest?"

"Tony, what? Seriously"

I looked into his eyes searching for some type of irony, but there was none.

"No, of course not. I'm grateful to it, Tony. It's the thing that's keeping you alive"

I didn't know he had insecurities about it. I looked at him, waiting for an explanation, but he never gave me one. He just smiled softly at me and wrapped his arms around me, pulling me closer. We cuddled for a little, in a comfort silence. I like that. I could see my mornings being like this with Tony.

"Want to go grab some breakfast?"

He asked me and I looked up at him, saying yes. We got up and took our time getting ready. He put his arm around my shoulders, as we left my room. Or should I say ours? I don't know, we haven't discussed it yet. I look at him and smile as we head to the top of our cruise to eat breakfast. He moved his hand around my waist, and we arrived at the table. Everyone was there already. We sat down next to eachother to the chairs that were left for us. Everyone seemed to hold in a laugh, from what they saw. I smiled and everyone was quiet until nat spoke up.

"Someone had fun.."

Nat looked at me and smirked. I returned the comment

"Not only us, am I right Nat?"

I looked at her and smirked as well, and she shrugged. I chuckled a little.

"Well damn, don't start fighting you two again"

Sam said and meant me and tony. I looked at Sam, and then at Tony. Tony seemed to be laughing. I giggled a little as well, but I really didn't want any more fights with tony. Tony turned to look at me. His eyes were glowing. I smiled a little, and he moved his hand on my thigh under the table. The move sent shivers down my back, and I put my hand on top of his as I turned to look at my breakfast. Nat had already given me a plate with the stuff she knew I liked. I looked at her and smiled, and she still smirked at me. I rolled my eyes and we all started eating. We talked, all together, and it was fun. It was the first time I felt myself free, without any pressure. I knew it was going to be easy from now on.

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When we finished eating, we all agreed to go get ready and go to the pool. We left with tony and he took my hand in his. After no one could see us, he dragged me to his room and closed the door behind us. He turned me around and pressed himself to me, pushing me to the wall. I looked at him. His face inches away from me. His hands next to me on the wall, caging me. Him licking his lips, looking at mine.

"I have been wanting to do this since we walked out of this room"

He said and brought his lips to mine. He kissed me, passionately. It wasnt a soft kiss. It was demanding. He wanted to control it, so I let him. I opened my mouth and let him slide in his tongue, exploring my mouth. A moan left my mouth, and he pressed me against the wall again, his hardness in my belly. I put my hands to his chest, trying to stop it. Although I didn't want to, we had to. Tony stopped the kiss and looked at me, both of us out of breath.

"What?"

He asked me, searching my face

"We have to get ready." I paused, swallowing

"And talk."

I looked at him as I said that, and his expression turned into fear for a second. He quickly nodded, getting off of me and sitting on the bed. His expression wasn't fear anymore. He took control over it. I sat next to him, looking into his eyes.

"What is this, Tony?"

Silence. He looked at me, his hands on his lap and mine on my knees, fidgeting.

"What do you want it to be, y/n?"

I looked at him without answering. He knows what I want. He is the one that has been complicated from the start.

"Fine" He sighed, looking at his hands for a second then back at me.

"I love you, y/n. I can't control it. I didnt want to love you, so I tried to push you away, thinking it would work. I have never been like this, and you have been driving me crazy. I want you. I want you, I want to spoil you and have my arm around your waist all the time. Let me do that for you."

I smiled, unable to process everything I was hearing. Did Tony stark just confess his love to me? I was in plain shock.

"I love you too Tony. I always did"

And with that, I wrapped my hand around his neck, kissing him. He pushed me back, dropping me back to the bed, crawling on top of me. And obviously, we were late once again...